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I used to smoke cannabis for over a decade until two years ago. Mostly for PTSD though. The only time I can think of that it helped with being a MAP was when I came out and fell victim to a smear campaign resulting in a lot of harassment that continued for weeks.

Can confirm, instagram is amazing. Not only because of the reason mentioned here, they also didn't remove my popular MAP essay even though it probably had dozens of reports. I read good things about tiktok as well, but I haven't tried that one.

Mostly girls but not exclusively; they just have the traits that I like more frequently.

I've seen many psychiatrists and psychologists, too, though it did nothing at best and caused more harm at worst. Tried many SSRIs and anti-psychotics to no avail. Smoking cannabis all day every day helped to get me through the hardest years, though it was difficult to quit once I didn't really need ...

Lennon72 wrote: Wed Feb 05, 2025 12:08 am So what do you identify as?

Nowadays mostly just human. Girl or woman at most, which is also what it says on my ID. Anything else is too abstract for me.

I posted it on my story in ten slides. Only one of the slides was removed. I saved it as a highlight, and it still lives on my page to this day.

After everything had cooled down again, the follower count had dropped by 20k, so 120k. The number of unfollows would be a lot smaller if it weren't for ...

Hey there ^-^
Similar thing happened to me. I was sexually abused from age 9 to 10 by a teacher. It was an ugly hag and I certainly did not consent, so that itself left me quite traumatised, but ever since, I started fantasising a lot about being in consensual relationships with older people. As ...

Hi — I'm new here as well. Pleased to meet you (:
I am sorry to hear about your ex; that is quite heartless ): Congrats on accepting yourself, though! That is a big accomplishment. Many people will go on living in denial their entire life. It requires a lot of courage and open-mindedness.
I like ...

I am a 28 year old woman from Central Europe. AMAB but do not identify as trans. You may call me Julia.
I am a MAP and activist. A couple years ago, I came out on Instagram with 140k followers with an essay destigmatising attraction towards minors, explaining what it means and what it does not mean ...