What would you be doing if you weren't a MAP?
Re: What would you be doing if you weren't a MAP?
I recently retire from A job I had for 30 years. The fact that I prefer YOUNG BOYS never got in the way with what I do. Sure I'm A PEDOPHILE/BOYLOVER but that's just my sexual orientation. it dosent run my life.
61 year old male. My sexual orientation is PEDOPHILE/BOYLOVER. A.O.A. 3-9 years old. Never felt shame for my attraction for young boys.
Re: What would you be doing if you weren't a MAP?
I'd hate to be a teacher, I don't have the patience or interest I don't think.
I've never had being a MAP hold me back, if anything it has helped me to succeed.
My philosophy has always been that the world wants me to fail and suffer for being a map and so the best way to hit back is to successful and happy, so I use my sexuality to motivate me to push harder in life.
I've never had being a MAP hold me back, if anything it has helped me to succeed.
My philosophy has always been that the world wants me to fail and suffer for being a map and so the best way to hit back is to successful and happy, so I use my sexuality to motivate me to push harder in life.
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Re: What would you be doing if you weren't a MAP?
My life would probably be mostly the same but I might not of had that yearning to be around children and to befriend them, so I might have never of gotten a job in childcare.
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I actually have no idea.
It’s so core to my being that I can’t imagine how I might’ve changed without it.
It’s so core to my being that I can’t imagine how I might’ve changed without it.
I'm not saying that all scoutmasters are pedophiles. I might be saying that the best ones are.
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Re: What would you be doing if you weren't a MAP?
Nothing different really. I'd be more open to people about my sexuality and I'd get a little ribbing about it I'm sure, just laddish banter.
But I wouldn't want to be a teacher and would still enjoy the same things today.
But I wouldn't want to be a teacher and would still enjoy the same things today.
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Girl stuff keeps me out of trouble.
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Re: What would you be doing if you weren't a MAP?
I love how you said teaching and politics since that's what I've wanted to do before I even knew I was a pedophile and being one hasn't stop it at all just changes something's but most stays the same.PorcelainLark wrote: Sun Feb 23, 2025 2:07 pm There are a lot of things I'm interested in, that I don't pursue because of being a MAP. For example, teaching, politics, and public debates.
How about you guys? Are there any opportunities you've passed up?
I'm 19, a Christian, and from California (though I'm hoping to move to Georgia by next decade)
Non offending pedophile/MAP (attracted to little girls age 6-10)
Mysoped into BDSM since age 6
Non offending pedophile/MAP (attracted to little girls age 6-10)
Mysoped into BDSM since age 6
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Re: What would you be doing if you weren't a MAP?
Things may be different for you, but I feel like being a politician would lead to a level of attention that would likely lead to me being outed as a MAP. I don't want to lie about who I am either.SCM123ABC wrote: Fri Sep 19, 2025 1:04 am I love how you said teaching and politics since that's what I've wanted to do before I even knew I was a pedophile and being one hasn't stop it at all just changes something's but most stays the same.
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Oh 100% definitely would happen to me as well let's just hope I get to president before that happens oh and also I've been into history and politics for very long time and I wanted to be teacher at 14 in late 2020 before i got pedophillafc thoughts in early 2021 still at age 14.PorcelainLark wrote: Fri Sep 19, 2025 3:49 pmThings may be different for you, but I feel like being a politician would lead to a level of attention that would likely lead to me being outed as a MAP. I don't want to lie about who I am either.SCM123ABC wrote: Fri Sep 19, 2025 1:04 am I love how you said teaching and politics since that's what I've wanted to do before I even knew I was a pedophile and being one hasn't stop it at all just changes something's but most stays the same.
Oh and supposedly Lincoln was gay in the 1800s (evidence because he wrote in 1829 at age of 19 wrote a comedy story/poem where two boys marry each other and suppsodly slept with a lawyer friend in his 20s and 30s and also slept with a military stud guy while he was president and his wife was away) but no one found out though he had both high affective high cognvbite empathy basically a saint while I only have high affective low cognitive so more likely it would be find out.
EDIT: here check this out if your interested https://www.vanityfair.com/hollywood/st ... 6j2oudI2h4
I'm 19, a Christian, and from California (though I'm hoping to move to Georgia by next decade)
Non offending pedophile/MAP (attracted to little girls age 6-10)
Mysoped into BDSM since age 6
Non offending pedophile/MAP (attracted to little girls age 6-10)
Mysoped into BDSM since age 6
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Re: What would you be doing if you weren't a MAP?
Jeez, it's so weird hearing from people that young in 2020. Now I feel old!SCM123ABC wrote: Fri Sep 19, 2025 7:28 pm Oh 100% definitely would happen to me as well let's just hope I get to president before that happens oh and also I've been into history and politics for very long time and I wanted to be teacher at 14 in late 2020 before i got pedophillafc thoughts in early 2021 still at age 14.
