Hello, everyone. I've been a MAP for a long time now. As a 55 year old gay man, I choose 18-35 year old male partners in adult relationships and am attracted to both boys and girls from 11 to 14, so I'm a hebephile. I have had a great deal of depression, anxiety and self-hatred wrapped up with this and have been close to hurting myself several times. I have never offended against a child - and, God willing, I never will. I also enjoy the idea of age play but have never tried it.
If you would like to know more about me, please don't hesitate to reach out.
I... am a MAP.
I... am a MAP.
BL (AOA 12-16) GL (AOA 11-14).
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PorcelainLark
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Re: I... am a MAP.
Welcome, Thom2025. Should we call you Thom for short?
I'm sorry to hear that, I hope the community will help you feel more comfortable with yourself. I'm sure many of us here can relate to that.I have had a great deal of depression, anxiety and self-hatred wrapped up with this and have been close to hurting myself several times. I have never offended against a child - and, God willing, I never will.
Just so you're aware, we don't allow private messages here.If you would like to know more about me, please don't hesitate to reach out.
What can an eternity of damnation matter to someone who has felt, if only for a second, the infinity of delight? - Charles Baudelaire
Re: I... am a MAP.
Using the public thread is no problem for me. I am open to getting advice from anyone who might have some. You, if you like, can call me Thom.
BL (AOA 12-16) GL (AOA 11-14).