I will just post a quick intro since I am just figuring out the MAP scene and I don't really have much to add. I just joined to see what this place is about.
So my story is I am a guy in my mid 20s and have recently (last 6 months) come to terms with being sexually attracted to children. I was always attracted to early teen girls since being an adolescent myself but I just considered that unremarkable, since a lot of guys my age also went with younger girls. However, recently I have begun to feel strong attraction to pre-pubescent girls. I was mentally blocking it out for years, since I just assumed it was wrong based on social norms. But since embracing it I now have an overwhelming attraction to them.
I have never done anything sexually with a pre-pubescent girl, although people say I am quite a good looking guy, and I have had a few pre-teen girls flirt with me and I was definitely tempted. I am not yet sure if I am pro-contact or not. As far as my minor-attraction goes, I am mainly attracted to girls aged 8-13, but I have definitely felt attraction to girls younger than that recently. The very youngest has been 3 years old. I am also attracted to older adolescent girls and women. I'd say the attraction between children and adult women is split about 50:50.
Although I am exclusively attracted to females, I fully accept people's sexual attractions whatever they are, and I consider MAPs who are attracted to boys to be allies. Being a "pedo" doesn't scare me because I have always been a very independently-minded person, and I know no involuntary sexual attraction is wrong.
I am mainly looking to just find friends/contacts who share my attraction (as this is near impossible IRL), and find out more about the MAP scene.
Anyway, feel free to ask me anything. I am a very open-minded and friendly person
JC
. That is awesome. You're are a legend.
