I dont care anymore(vent)

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I do sympathise with the OP but the only question is how to respond to an unjust, insane world that just wants to hurt you.

My philosophy has always been that if I'm surrounded by people who hate me and want to see me fail then the best response is to be happy and succeed because that p*sses them off. If I killed myself they'd be happy. If I'm angry and miserable then they're happy. If I'm feeling like a victim then they're happy. If I hate myself then they're happy. What really pisses anti's off is knowing that I'm happy and doing quite well in life.

So I say if you can, roll all that anger and frustration up into a ball and use it to motivate yourself. Study a course, start a business, change job, start investing, do something positive. Those anti's will still be angry and in their dead-end jobs and life spirals. Those LEA who help the anti's to hate on maps will still be working long hours for low salaries getting traumatised through spirals of hate and depression. Scr*w em, just show the middle finger and refuse to be dragged down.
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CantChainTheSpirit wrote: Wed Jan 21, 2026 7:31 pm Study a course, start a business, change job, start investing, do something positive.
Besides helping you cope, I think that's a really good advice. After all it's sad but when things change in the world it's because people with power, control over the institutions or money push for it.

I don't think getting rich is moral tbh, I'd rather advise you that instead of a regular buisness you build up a cooperative with more people aligned with your interests, but I think my socialism is getting in the way of the point I was trying to make.

So, as I was saying, all changes in the political landscape have happened because people with power (be it control over the military, political power or money), wanted to. As I think you know, people won't change the system just because you give a really good argument or because a study contradicts their views, so if we want to do something we need power, we need institutions and we need money.
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ReArm! wrote: Wed Jan 21, 2026 7:51 pm Besides helping you cope, I think that's a really good advice. After all it's sad but when things change in the world it's because people with power, control over the institutions or money push for it.

I don't think getting rich is moral tbh, I'd rather advise you that instead of a regular buisness you build up a cooperative with more people aligned with your interests, but I think my socialism is getting in the way of the point I was trying to make.

So, as I was saying, all changes in the political landscape have happened because people with power (be it control over the military, political power or money), wanted to. As I think you know, people won't change the system just because you give a really good argument or because a study contradicts their views, so if we want to do something we need power, we need institutions and we need money.
You are right of course, it doesn't have to be about getting rich, it should be about what you find fulfilling. Some people just love learning and studying, others love to do voluntary work and charity, others love research, others are driven by wealth, others by writing music or stories or poetry or painting. Find something that makes you happy and go with it.
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CantChainTheSpirit wrote: Wed Jan 21, 2026 7:31 pm I do sympathise with the OP but the only question is how to respond to an unjust, insane world that just wants to hurt you.

My philosophy has always been that if I'm surrounded by people who hate me and want to see me fail then the best response is to be happy and succeed because that p*sses them off. If I killed myself they'd be happy. If I'm angry and miserable then they're happy. If I'm feeling like a victim then they're happy. If I hate myself then they're happy. What really pisses anti's off is knowing that I'm happy and doing quite well in life.

So I say if you can, roll all that anger and frustration up into a ball and use it to motivate yourself. Study a course, start a business, change job, start investing, do something positive. Those anti's will still be angry and in their dead-end jobs and life spirals. Those LEA who help the anti's to hate on maps will still be working long hours for low salaries getting traumatised through spirals of hate and depression. Scr*w em, just show the middle finger and refuse to be dragged down.
ReArm! wrote: Wed Jan 21, 2026 7:51 pm
CantChainTheSpirit wrote: Wed Jan 21, 2026 7:31 pm Study a course, start a business, change job, start investing, do something positive.
Besides helping you cope, I think that's a really good advice. After all it's sad but when things change in the world it's because people with power, control over the institutions or money push for it.

I don't think getting rich is moral tbh, I'd rather advise you that instead of a regular buisness you build up a cooperative with more people aligned with your interests, but I think my socialism is getting in the way of the point I was trying to make.

So, as I was saying, all changes in the political landscape have happened because people with power (be it control over the military, political power or money), wanted to. As I think you know, people won't change the system just because you give a really good argument or because a study contradicts their views, so if we want to do something we need power, we need institutions and we need money.
Thank you both. This kind of motivation is really useful for me, and for many other people in the same situation, I guess.
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Relatable. Even though my views have grown more extreme with time my interest in activism and this topic have waned considerably.
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John D. wrote: Wed Jan 21, 2026 6:46 pm Has this user been banned?
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G@yWad69 wrote: Sun Oct 12, 2025 5:20 am I dont care about the stupid bullshit that antis and “victims” yap about. I simply do not care. My advice to pedophiles? Do whatever the fuck you want. Set the world on fire and watch it burn or be another cog in the machine, it doesnt matter what we do, by nature of simply having been born we will never be considered good enough and are no longer human, the worst of the worst, worse than terrorists and serial killers and even fucking genociders. Its honestly freeing, in a weird way, not being bound by human standards because you arent even considered human in the first place. You think that being a self hating virped non offending pedo who lives in the remote mountains or even commits suicide will make the antis even see you as remotely human or deserving of the bare minimum? It wont. Antis want to see you beaten, raped, tortured, homeless, jobless, family and friendless, harrassed, assualted, threatned, doxxed, stalked, kidnapped, improsioned, dead, simply for having been born. You only exist to be society's punching bag. We were born to die.
This is exactly why i believe antis (at least a good majority) are toxic NPD/ASD people who want to have an excuse for being cruel, even to children under the guise of "protection and safety" while they're taking away autonomy and pleasure for them.

Anyway, good points to be made. Really express how I feel about life as a whole really. I hate considering myself human as humans do all kinds of horrible things. It's not enough to be a kind and caring human, I still share DNA with these lunatics, still part of the same genus of primates that has done awful things to humans other animals, and the planet.

Then those same people will be like "oh you don't see yourself as human? Good we'll be able to do all kinds horrible things to you and take away your rights because you're an animal!!" They will always, always look for ways to keep themselves in the right and anyone they oppose in the wrong, because that's how these self righteous antagonistic personalities work. They enjoy inflicting harm then looking like the victims to get away with it.

I wish there was a way to get these people out of society, or at least expose them and get them to settle down.
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bnkywuv wrote: Thu Apr 02, 2026 11:00 pm
G@yWad69 wrote: Sun Oct 12, 2025 5:20 am I dont care about the stupid bullshit that antis and “victims” yap about. I simply do not care. My advice to pedophiles? Do whatever the fuck you want. Set the world on fire and watch it burn or be another cog in the machine, it doesnt matter what we do, by nature of simply having been born we will never be considered good enough and are no longer human, the worst of the worst, worse than terrorists and serial killers and even fucking genociders. Its honestly freeing, in a weird way, not being bound by human standards because you arent even considered human in the first place. You think that being a self hating virped non offending pedo who lives in the remote mountains or even commits suicide will make the antis even see you as remotely human or deserving of the bare minimum? It wont. Antis want to see you beaten, raped, tortured, homeless, jobless, family and friendless, harrassed, assualted, threatned, doxxed, stalked, kidnapped, improsioned, dead, simply for having been born. You only exist to be society's punching bag. We were born to die.
This is exactly why i believe antis (at least a good majority) are toxic NPD/ASD people who want to have an excuse for being cruel, even to children under the guise of "protection and safety" while they're taking away autonomy and pleasure for them.
are you tryna say that ppl w/ NPD and APD (antisocial or avoidant?) are evil in general or. cos i have NPD and i dont appreciate people demonizing it, or AvPD or AsPD. you are aware that people can be evil w/ out having personality disorders (or any disorder) for that matter, right? (also this feels like armchair diagnosing uhm)

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