Am I the only one?

[weird.organisms]

So I have something called hyperphantasia that makes mental imagery and imaginative scenarios in general feel like the real thing, even more so at times. I have no interest in cp-initionally not just for legal reasons-and instead enjoy fictional, nonhuman youth. I've created an entire civilization of nonhuman creatures that are perpetually children and find fiction is a good outlet that doesn't make me feel dirty.

If lolicon/shotacon gets too realistic it's a turn off, but nonhuman creatures like dragons and aliens don't seem to evoke this same effect even if they're realistic looking. I'm not a furry but there's something about the IDEA that is more appealing than the real deal. I get more aroused by the thought of human and nonhuman creatures who couldn't be harmed-in any way-from sexual contact.

Anyone else have similar experiences?

[MAPallmylife66]

So I have something called hyperphantasia that makes mental imagery and imaginative scenarios in general feel like the real thing, even more so at times. I have no interest in cp-initionally not just for legal reasons-and instead enjoy fictional, nonhuman youth. I've created an entire civilization of nonhuman creatures that are perpetually children and find fiction is a good outlet that doesn't make me feel dirty.

If lolicon/shotacon gets too realistic it's a turn off, but nonhuman creatures like dragons and aliens don't seem to evoke this same effect even if they're realistic looking. I'm not a furry but there's something about the IDEA that is more appealing than the real deal. I get more aroused by the thought of human and nonhuman creatures who couldn't be harmed-in any way-from sexual contact.

Anyone else have similar experiences?

I'm actually a creator of ai generated lolicon, shotacon, and nepi characters on another site, the name and web address of which, I am not permitted to disclose here, but if you're not turned on by realism, you probably wouldn't like my stuff anyway. My biggest turnon is the creating. I only share my art, because there are other's on that side that like it, and I like making them happy too.

[Scorchingwilde]

I'm quite fond of the exaggerated adorable facial features in loli and shota art in addition to my attraction to actual teens, but I'm not preferentially interested in fiction over the idea of a real world partner who could have those unrealistic traits. I guess I'm kind of in the middle when it comes to this. I really love high effort cosplays, especially with clever use of makeup to enhance the eyes like an anime character and create a youthful look for the cosplayer.

[weird.organisms]

I'm quite fond of the exaggerated adorable facial features in loli and shota art in addition to my attraction to actual teens, but I'm not preferentially interested in fiction over the idea of a real world partner who could have those unrealistic traits. I guess I'm kind of in the middle when it comes to this. I really love high effort cosplays, especially with clever use of makeup to enhance the eyes like an anime character and create a youthful look for the cosplayer.

I've posted a piece to the art forum here that depicts my ideal 'child' (although with MAP coloration). These would be my ideal partners despite being nonhuman in physiology and biology.

I miss how real it felt to think of them as a kid. My inner world felt more real than the world around me so to me they were basically just as real as real beings. I don't like the fact that I'm now attracted primarily to real children and other animals.

Planning on doing an entire biology/history about them too! Not sure i could post it here due to it not being MAP/ally related.

[Scorchingwilde]

I've posted a piece to the art forum here that depicts my ideal 'child' (although with MAP coloration). These would be my ideal partners despite being nonhuman in physiology and biology.

I miss how real it felt to think of them as a kid. My inner world felt more real than the world around me so to me they were basically just as real as real beings. I don't like the fact that I'm now attracted primarily to real children and other animals.

Planning on doing an entire biology/history about them too! Not sure i could post it here due to it not being MAP/ally related.

There's always the Writer's Retreat and Art Studio part of the forum for that!

[weird.organisms]

I've posted a piece to the art forum here that depicts my ideal 'child' (although with MAP coloration). These would be my ideal partners despite being nonhuman in physiology and biology.

I miss how real it felt to think of them as a kid. My inner world felt more real than the world around me so to me they were basically just as real as real beings. I don't like the fact that I'm now attracted primarily to real children and other animals.

Planning on doing an entire biology/history about them too! Not sure i could post it here due to it not being MAP/ally related.

There's always the Writer's Retreat and Art Studio part of the forum for that!

Yes, that's what I was referring to.

[Scorchingwilde]

I've posted a piece to the art forum here that depicts my ideal 'child' (although with MAP coloration). These would be my ideal partners despite being nonhuman in physiology and biology.

I miss how real it felt to think of them as a kid. My inner world felt more real than the world around me so to me they were basically just as real as real beings. I don't like the fact that I'm now attracted primarily to real children and other animals.

Planning on doing an entire biology/history about them too! Not sure i could post it here due to it not being MAP/ally related.

There's always the Writer's Retreat and Art Studio part of the forum for that!

Yes, that's what I was referring to.

My mistake, I thought you meant on the whole of the forum