Former AAM here

[Gdlknlic]

Hi Everyone,

I'm Blake. I was an Adult Attracted Minor for as long as I was still a minor and my AMSC experiences were some of the best, most memorable experiences of my life. I am not a MAP myself but I am a gay man who spent a long time closeted. I know what it is like to have to keep your true feelings a secret at all costs.

Without MAPs, I would have been a much lonelier, angrier boy from 10-16. I hope those that come to know me come to consider me an ally and friend.
Minors today, the ones that have the same feelings that I had at their age, as well as the same questions and concerns that I did, need people to talk to. I learned so much from my adult partners and I have never regretted seeking them out, not for a single second. Like I told a friend of mine that is a MAP - I knew what I wanted, I wanted it more than anything, and if I had been unable to get it I would have been upset. I've never considered myself a victim or nonconsenting and honestly, nothing would make me smile harder than seeing a healthy, loving MAP + AAM couple together in public.
Love is beautiful and everyone deserves it.

Anyway, I look forward to meeting you all!

[BLueRibbon]

Welcome!

I'm pleased you made it here.

[ReArm!]

More voices like yours need to be heard! I'm glad you had those happy experiences

[Learning to undeny]

Welcome Gdlknlic!

[joeND3333]

Hi Everyone,

I'm Blake. I was an Adult Attracted Minor for as long as I was still a minor and my AMSC experiences were some of the best, most memorable experiences of my life. I am not a MAP myself but I am a gay man who spent a long time closeted. I know what it is like to have to keep your true feelings a secret at all costs.

Without MAPs, I would have been a much lonelier, angrier boy from 10-16. I hope those that come to know me come to consider me an ally and friend.
Minors today, the ones that have the same feelings that I had at their age, as well as the same questions and concerns that I did, need people to talk to. I learned so much from my adult partners and I have never regretted seeking them out, not for a single second. Like I told a friend of mine that is a MAP - I knew what I wanted, I wanted it more than anything, and if I had been unable to get it I would have been upset. I've never considered myself a victim or nonconsenting and honestly, nothing would make me smile harder than seeing a healthy, loving MAP + AAM couple together in public.
Love is beautiful and everyone deserves it.

Anyway, I look forward to meeting you all!

Hi, Blake, I'm also a gay man & map. I'm finding out that a gay map who is into both little b/g is a rare thing. It's nice to be able to chat with a fellow gay map. Be well, Joe

[ScuretCutie d(^v^)b]

To be honest, I feel the same... Stay safe, friend! The world deserves to hear your voice ^^

[pedoBL]

I was also a AAM when I was 13 and went out actively looking for older guys to hook up with, and they found me, best times of my life getting with men as a child

[Jim Burton]

I often hear this about AAMs becoming MAPs (the anti would call it a cycle of abuse).

If it is a cycle of abuse, it also happens among gays, where men who seek daddies when they are twinks, then seek twinks when they become daddies.

For me, they are just opposite-based cultures, and different roles to fill.