am I a monster, is there really something wrong with me that society veree if without me. What are your takes guys on accepting you are who you are.New
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Hi all, well about me I am male age 36, I have served time for cp and it's had such a impact on my life ever since. Family friends all gone, living in a homeless shelter. I can't stop mentally beating myself up to the fact that I am a MAP, I'm tempted to look at the wrong stuff in order to jerk off it's killing me mentally bec I no deep down it's wrong 
am I a monster, is there really something wrong with me that society veree if without me. What are your takes guys on accepting you are who you are.
am I a monster, is there really something wrong with me that society veree if without me. What are your takes guys on accepting you are who you are.
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Hi Mandos I like your name is that Mexican?
Anyhow I’m very sorry for what you are feeling and going through.
You are not a monster only that commit rape are monsters and even at the end of the day they are human too.
Really at the end of the day you have an attraction just everyone else in this world.
You know I looked at it too and I was very scared after that because I was afraid I would wake up the next morning then the cops would be there thankfully that never happened I don’t look at that stuff now to risky.
You know there is the legal way to look at younger ones
Anyhow I’m very sorry for what you are feeling and going through.
You are not a monster only that commit rape are monsters and even at the end of the day they are human too.
Really at the end of the day you have an attraction just everyone else in this world.
You know I looked at it too and I was very scared after that because I was afraid I would wake up the next morning then the cops would be there thankfully that never happened I don’t look at that stuff now to risky.
You know there is the legal way to look at younger ones
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Welcome mandos;mandos wrote: Sat Jan 25, 2025 8:30 am Hi all, well about me I am male age 36, I have served time for cp and it's had such a impact on my life ever since. Family friends all gone, living in a homeless shelter. I can't stop mentally beating myself up to the fact that I am a MAP, I'm tempted to look at the wrong stuff in order to jerk off it's killing me mentally bec I no deep down it's wrong am I a monster, is there really something wrong with me that society veree if without me. What are your takes guys on accepting you are who you are.
The only way to standup and fight all those anti-pedo dogmatism is to conduct an independent scientific study on the subject of pedophilia. If you are interested and want to find some literature on this direction; open the link to visit [https://anticorruptionfight.blogspot.com/] . The heading of the paper: PEDOPHILIA INCEST SEXUAL TABOOS BUILT ON CORRUPT FRAUDULENT UNSCIENTIFIC RESEARCH GROUNDS. (Dont confuse with its first page top title; Zero Work Theory) Afterword's you may also reading my post, on this forum during the past week.
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I am quite interested as I believe the best way for the fight against their conviction involving children is at the legal front. I know you may not win it at present but fighting the cases on the basis of rational scientific basis will be the first front line of our defence that we will overcome and win one day.
Disclaimer: I am not a lawyer or any of that sort. However If you present your main legal defence point of fighting your case others may contribute their suggestions including me.
Hi Fragment"Welcome, I'm currently in the process of appealing a sentence for sexual contact with two teenage boys. There are a lot of mixed emotions. I can understand beating yourself up, especially if you've lost all your support network."
I am quite interested as I believe the best way for the fight against their conviction involving children is at the legal front. I know you may not win it at present but fighting the cases on the basis of rational scientific basis will be the first front line of our defence that we will overcome and win one day.
Disclaimer: I am not a lawyer or any of that sort. However If you present your main legal defence point of fighting your case others may contribute their suggestions including me.