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airashiiku
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I am turning 16 in 3 days. I am still a virgin and haven’t even kissed. I am a straight male aam and I recently discovered I was a map also because I still find 12 year olds attractive. I wish I never discovered anime or lolicon or straight shotacon or blue archive or newgon wiki. But I guess there’s nothing wrong with discovering who I am. It’s already hard being a straight aam but I’m turning 16 and I don’t know if 16 year old males are even considered attractive by most female maps (which aren’t a majority of maps anyways), and now I’ve realized I’m a map also and find 12 year old girls attractive, so I have to deal with the stigma of being a map and being an aam, on top of the stigma that seems to be starting to exist in the west of straight male sexuality in general.
Fragment
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It's pretty common to be 16 and a virgin who has never kissed.

Give yourself some time and space to work through your feelings some more. It sounds like you've got a lot of threads that have tied themselves in knots and may take some time until you can work through to your answer.
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I agree with what Fragment said. Take your time to think it out. No hurry.
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