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I recently retire from A job I had for 30 years. The fact that I prefer YOUNG BOYS never got in the way with what I do. Sure I'm A PEDOPHILE/BOYLOVER but that's just my sexual orientation. it dosent run my life.

I'd hate to be a teacher, I don't have the patience or interest I don't think.

I've never had being a MAP hold me back, if anything it has helped me to succeed.
My philosophy has always been that the world wants me to fail and suffer for being a map and so the best way to hit back is to successful and happy, so I use my sexuality to motivate me to push harder in life.

My life would probably be mostly the same but I might not of had that yearning to be around children and to befriend them, so I might have never of gotten a job in childcare.

I actually have no idea.

It’s so core to my being that I can’t imagine how I might’ve changed without it.

Nothing different really. I'd be more open to people about my sexuality and I'd get a little ribbing about it I'm sure, just laddish banter.
But I wouldn't want to be a teacher and would still enjoy the same things today.

Girl stuff keeps me out of trouble.

PorcelainLark wrote: Sun Feb 23, 2025 2:07 pm There are a lot of things I'm interested in, that I don't pursue because of being a MAP. For example, teaching, politics, and public debates.

How about you guys? Are there any opportunities you've passed up?

I love how you said teaching and politics since that's what I've wanted to do before I even knew I was a pedophile and being one hasn't stop it at all just changes something's but most stays the same.

SCM123ABC wrote: Fri Sep 19, 2025 1:04 am I love how you said teaching and politics since that's what I've wanted to do before I even knew I was a pedophile and being one hasn't stop it at all just changes something's but most stays the same.

Things may be different for you, but I feel like being a politician would lead to a level of attention that would likely lead to me being outed as a MAP. I don't want to lie about who I am either.

PorcelainLark wrote: Fri Sep 19, 2025 3:49 pm

SCM123ABC wrote: Fri Sep 19, 2025 1:04 am I love how you said teaching and politics since that's what I've wanted to do before I even knew I was a pedophile and being one hasn't stop it at all just changes something's but most stays the same.

Things may be different for you, but I feel like being a politician would lead to a level of attention that would likely lead to me being outed as a MAP. I don't want to lie about who I am either.

Oh 100% definitely would happen to me as well let's just hope I get to president before that happens oh and also I've been into history and politics for very long time and I wanted to be teacher at 14 in late 2020 before i got pedophillafc thoughts in early 2021 still at age 14.

Oh and supposedly Lincoln was gay in the 1800s (evidence because he wrote in 1829 at age of 19 wrote a comedy story/poem where two boys marry each other and suppsodly slept with a lawyer friend in his 20s and 30s and also slept with a military stud guy while he was president and his wife was away) but no one found out though he had both high affective high cognvbite empathy basically a saint while I only have high affective low cognitive so more likely it would be find out.

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SCM123ABC wrote: Fri Sep 19, 2025 7:28 pm Oh 100% definitely would happen to me as well let's just hope I get to president before that happens oh and also I've been into history and politics for very long time and I wanted to be teacher at 14 in late 2020 before i got pedophillafc thoughts in early 2021 still at age 14.

Jeez, it's so weird hearing from people that young in 2020. Now I feel old!