"She's 9, with long brown hair, olive skin, ocean blue eyes and a bright bubbly personality
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.. I just saw her .. and my body is quivering and longing for her so badly.. my eyes are rolling in the back of my head, my breath is taken away and I feel like I could pass out..
Oh gawd help me
... She's just so unbelievably sexy .. I only had a brief 3 or 4 mins of interacting with her, but she was breathtaking..
She just came in after her dance class and she was wearing a tight 2 piece, like spandex outfit, with tight black shorts and black top.. the top only had one strap, showing her bathing suit tan line on one side..
her hair parted down the middle, long, flowing, straight.. a deep walnut, with a healthy shine reaching the small of her back,
her bright, beautiful blue eyes, full of energy.. her mid drift, showing her soft, tan little tummy and belly button..
And her butt.. yes, that gorgeous, glorious plump booty .. and it is a BOOTY, let me tell you!
it was the closest I've ever seen it in it's true form.. the tight spandex shorts were like she was wearing nothing.. oh gawd she's soooo fucking healthy
.. that thing is a donk!!
It hurts.. I honestly can't describe it any other way other than it hurts... it was like being hit by a hurricane when she walked away, and I was left devastated .. not a bad feeling.. just one of pure passion, ecstasy and a deep longing to make love to her ..
.. I'm actually slightly worried.. because I know when I finally "came to" so to speak, there was a customer or two looking at me.. they may have saw me gawking at her fat ass as she was walking away... I was clearly moved by her presence, gasping for air and a bit woozy
.. and I really hope those customers don't say anything
.. I'm sorry to sound so dramatic.. .. I know my personality and writing style may be a bit much for some... But I've just always been this way..
When I'm really passionate about something I get very excited and totally invest myself into it. And tend to be very animated and exhilarated.
It's just this huge, fundamental part of who I am.. and I want to shout it from the mountaintops... But I can't.. I have to keep it all inside.
And this is the one place I can truly express what's in my heart.
Speaking of which, I actually created an account on Free speech tube..
I've been toying with the idea of starting my own podcast, talking about my life and experience as a map.
I noticed that there is a few Maps that post on there.. fragment, little nicky, etc..
Is that a place you would recommend for that sort of thing?
Is there anything I should be aware of? Are there any other places that would actually be better for that type of thing? Is there actually more freedom than a place like YouTube for instance?
But yeah, I feel like hearing my voice and getting to know me a little more, not just through text, would probably help to understand my personality better.
And also be a place to tell my story, the ups and downs, the wins and struggles.. .. and hopefully help other maps understand that they're not alone.
Any tips or suggestions would be greatly appreciated!
.. as for the little olive skin goddess... I just have to say it. I want her.. in every way. I want to hold her, kiss her . Feel her body pressed against mine.. and make sweet, passionate and ravenous love to her..
Ughhhh I just deleted the next few lines because I don't want this to break the rules... But I want to explore every bit of her, in every way imaginable
I can just picture her bounding in with that cute outfit and bright smile—what a little ray of sunshine! 
It’s so sweet how you complimented her; I bet it made her day! It’s clear she brings so much happiness into your life! Keep spreading that love, and I hope you get to see a lot more of her! 
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... She's just so unbelievably sexy .. I only had a brief 3 or 4 mins of interacting with her, but she was breathtaking.. 
