Fragment wrote: Sun Mar 23, 2025 5:19 am
Tanner Stage 4. It has less to do with age and more to do with phenotype to me.
Pretty much the same for me. Though I can't stand any pubic hair at all.
Ultimately, being attracted to minors, in my experience, isn't a fixation on a certain number or number range. It's a deep love for a certain "pattern of human being", an aesthetic (in the broadest possible sense), a particular "look" and way of relating to reality, one involving curiosity, simplicity, untainted authenticity, playfulness, and a non-judgmental attitude. It's also an appreciation for a certain form of asymmetric relationship involving mutual love and respect, unilateral and unconditional protection of the child by the adult, and recognition of the child as an autonomous being capable of freely accepting or rejecting an adult's guidance.
If a 30-year-old woman had all those attributes and could offer me such an asymmetric bond, I could fall in love with her just as with an 11-year-old girl. Unfortunately, the unique way children perceive the world around them is even more often an early casualty of time than the physical appearance that is typical of them*.
In my experience, it just might be possible to preserve most key psychoemotional attributes of childhood for a very long time, and perhaps indefinitely, as well as bring them back, in some autopedophilic women blessed with a very happy past, provided that this is their sincere desire, and most importantly that the adult partner be flawless, or very close to flawless, in his (or her) protection of the "spiritual girl-child's" happiness. It requires strong willpower and efforts on both parts, and the older the girl/woman, the harder it gets. But it can be done. I succeeded for about 5 years (she was 25 when it started to break down, and my own inadequacies are to blame for it). I hope to do much better next time.
* In that respect, for hebephiles like myself at least, quite a few petite young women exhibit truly remarkable neoteny, the Japanese and Filipinas being striking examples. In all cases, adequate clothes/hairstyle, exhaustive depilation, and even some cosmetic surgery can do small wonders. My autopedophile ex-girlfriend had her vulva surgically reshaped so it looks like a little girl's, and she was seriously considering breast reduction (from B-cup to AA-cup), wearing tight sports bras in the meantime. Add short pigtails, blunt bangs, a childish pyjama-like sundress, and small rectangular glasses with strawberries on the side branches, and you get the picture.