MAP Forum

Hey there everyone, I have become a single dad, I am in my 30s and for many years hidden myself for everything and everyone even myself.
When my ex left me for a younger man, left the country and didn't even try fighting for our child I snapped.
I have discovered that I am much happier knowing and admitting I was never attracted to her or any other adult at all.

I am new on my acceptance path, I knows I am a MAP or pedo or child lover for a long time but always pushed it to the back, I went down other pathways to try curve it in this this leave me now with a Nappy a fetish that don't get me wrong I love it and just now stronger my view on the hole thing. I am pro contact supporter normally and sexually but I won't be really pushing anything like that as my foot is only just in the door, I won't ever be going to a y rallies or anything as yes I am still very hidden with my feelings I just opening up to myself and others like me.

My AOA 0 to 6 I think you call it is peak 2/3 year olds up to 6 y Sr olds max and yes they much be in nappies, some of you call them diapers. My day to day life is been a dad, also a Xbox One gamer, I suffer from PTSD so I am also on what some of you call welfare so I sadly don't have much money.

Was in a super bad car crash when I was 12, I was the only one whom walked way and what I saw sadly affected me a lot, even now nightmares is common and fear of the outside world. I am unsure what else to write here, also sorry my spelling and grammar will be pretty bad, sorry I also have dyslexia.

I happy to reply to anything but I might not reply for a few weeks at a time because I can still only get on here when in a safe space.

Hi — I'm new here as well. Pleased to meet you (:
I am sorry to hear about your ex; that is quite heartless ): Congrats on accepting yourself, though! That is a big accomplishment. Many people will go on living in denial their entire life. It requires a lot of courage and open-mindedness.
I like nappies too! I wear them every day. Got a lot of other age reg accessories as well ^-^ It's nice to meet another nappy lover here.
PTSD and living off welfare is also something we seem to have in common. I know how difficult it is living like that *hugs*. If you don't mind me asking, do you have any meds or therapy to help you with that?

Welcome.
Every voice here helps even if they aren't active in protests and whatnot.
So we're glad to have you here.

Welcome.

Julia wrote: Tue Feb 04, 2025 3:09 am Hi — I'm new here as well. Pleased to meet you (:
I am sorry to hear about your ex; that is quite heartless ): Congrats on accepting yourself, though! That is a big accomplishment. Many people will go on living in denial their entire life. It requires a lot of courage and open-mindedness.
I like nappies too! I wear them every day. Got a lot of other age reg accessories as well ^-^ It's nice to meet another nappy lover here.
PTSD and living off welfare is also something we seem to have in common. I know how difficult it is living like that *hugs*. If you don't mind me asking, do you have any meds or therapy to help you with that?

Was in therapy for many years but knew more then rhe doctors lol so never helped(ADHD brain) and yes i am on anti depression meds to just take the edge off, i nether thought about wearing them myself, would it help my LG feelings and connection?

Thanks for the reply

I've seen many psychiatrists and psychologists, too, though it did nothing at best and caused more harm at worst. Tried many SSRIs and anti-psychotics to no avail. Smoking cannabis all day every day helped to get me through the hardest years, though it was difficult to quit once I didn't really need it anymore and started causing more harm than good. Now I'm on clonidine for insomnia and nightmares, and occasionally take alprazolam for anxiety/panic attacks and lyrica for depression, as well as a psychedelic, dissociative, or entactogen once in a blue moon.

TabooNappyLoverDad wrote: Wed Feb 05, 2025 11:00 am would it help my LG feelings and connection?

It's possible. Some people wear as a fetish, which is usually referred to as ABDL (adult baby / diaper lover), and some people wear as a form of therapy, in which case it's referred to as age regression, with the intent to go back into a state of mind one was in as a child, referred to as "little space." Some, like me, wear for both reasons. You could experiment with it to see how you feel about it. There are many vendors online you can order from.

Interesting but I am a nudist so it might confuse my child a little if she see nappies she might not want to come out of them, though I wouldn't be upset about this school is already upset with the fact she goes in pull ups.

I would love to give them a try though, I don't think I would wear to "regress" as I think it would just be a closer link to the thing I really enjoy

Welcome to Mu