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hii :) im an aam

Posted: Sat Feb 22, 2025 8:35 am
by b.eetl.e
fyi: im 13 and i know thats bad and this is harmful but i just kind of wanna be taken advantage of and hurt and preyed on and its sick and gross but i just wanna feel scared and anxiosu because it smkaes me feel good

im turning 14 this year and imn kind of upset bcos im out a lot of peoples aoa and i wish i could. be younger so i could be more naive and more people would wantt to be gross to me abd im chubby n stuff which would be fine if i was younger but im not and i alread ydont like my body and since im already too odl for a lot of people i feel even worse and im brown too and roast beef so i feel way wyaywway worse :(

*i have a psychiatrist and a therapist and stuff and idk what type of weird kink this is but i cannot ever actually admit it to them or literaly anyone n this is honstly really weird and creepy of me but idgaf at this poiut because if anything happens ill just jump or overdose or something

Re: hii :) im an aam

Posted: Sat Feb 22, 2025 9:19 am
by Fragment
b.eetl.e wrote: Sat Feb 22, 2025 8:35 am fyi: im 13 and i know thats bad and this is harmful but i just kind of wanna be taken advantage of and hurt and preyed on and its sick and gross but i just wanna feel scared and anxiosu because it smkaes me feel good
It sounds like you have a bit more complexity to your sexual desires than just being an AAM.

You might consider reading through this blog and seeing someone else's experience with complex set of sexual emotions:
https://optimisticapologist.site/explai ... nd-gender/

Re: hii :) im an aam

Posted: Sat Feb 22, 2025 12:06 pm
by Lightie Twinkle
b.eetl.e wrote: Sat Feb 22, 2025 8:35 am thats bad and this is harmful
be taken advantage of and hurt and preyed on
sick and gross
be younger so i could be more naive and more people would wantt to be gross to me
which would be fine if i was younger
You should consider learning more about MAPs since these are common misconceptions related to MAPs which in most cases aren't true but are widely known because of the misunderstanding of people in media.

There is so much that you might need to learn but here is a basic knowledge source:

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC9663395/

Re: hii :) im an aam

Posted: Sat Feb 22, 2025 3:47 pm
by b.eetl.e
Fragment wrote: Sat Feb 22, 2025 9:19 am
b.eetl.e wrote: Sat Feb 22, 2025 8:35 am You might consider reading through this blog and seeing someone else's experience with complex set of sexual emotions:
https://optimisticapologist.site/explai ... nd-gender/
thank u! this was helpful <3

Re: hii :) im an aam

Posted: Sat Feb 22, 2025 6:09 pm
by jeffychubchaser29
b.eetl.e wrote: Sat Feb 22, 2025 8:35 am fyi: im 13 and i know thats bad and this is harmful but i just kind of wanna be taken advantage of and hurt and preyed on and its sick and gross but i just wanna feel scared and anxiosu because it smkaes me feel good

im turning 14 this year and imn kind of upset bcos im out a lot of peoples aoa and i wish i could. be younger so i could be more naive and more people would wantt to be gross to me abd im chubby n stuff which would be fine if i was younger but im not and i alread ydont like my body and since im already too odl for a lot of people i feel even worse and im brown too and roast beef so i feel way wyaywway worse :(

*i have a psychiatrist and a therapist and stuff and idk what type of weird kink this is but i cannot ever actually admit it to them or literaly anyone n this is honstly really weird and creepy of me but idgaf at this poiut because if anything happens ill just jump or overdose or something
Honestly I prefer chubby over skinny and I'm not exclusive..but you seem like a lovely person. I hope you enjoy your stay and find friendship. You're not alone. Listen to the song You Are Enough by RAM & Susana :)

Re: hii :) im an aam

Posted: Sat Feb 22, 2025 9:03 pm
by b.eetl.e
Lightie Twinkle wrote: Sat Feb 22, 2025 12:06 pm
You should consider learning more about MAPs since these are common misconceptions related to MAPs which in most cases aren't true but are widely known because of the misunderstanding of people in media.

There is so much that you might need to learn but here is a basic knowledge source:

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC9663395/
thank you!

Re: hii :) im an aam

Posted: Sat Feb 22, 2025 9:06 pm
by b.eetl.e
jeffychubchaser29 wrote: Sat Feb 22, 2025 6:09 pm Honestly I prefer chubby over skinny and I'm not exclusive..but you seem like a lovely person. I hope you enjoy your stay and find friendship. You're not alone. Listen to the song You Are Enough by RAM & Susana :)
thank youuuu <3 you seem very sweet :)

Re: hii :) im an aam

Posted: Sun Feb 23, 2025 1:34 am
by jeffychubchaser29
b.eetl.e wrote: Sat Feb 22, 2025 9:06 pm
jeffychubchaser29 wrote: Sat Feb 22, 2025 6:09 pm Honestly I prefer chubby over skinny and I'm not exclusive..but you seem like a lovely person. I hope you enjoy your stay and find friendship. You're not alone. Listen to the song You Are Enough by RAM & Susana :)
thank youuuu <3 you seem very sweet :)
I try to be <3 and I'm plus sized myself so yeah. :)