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I am turning 16 in 3 days. I am still a virgin and haven’t even kissed. I am a straight male aam and I recently discovered I was a map also because I still find 12 year olds attractive. I wish I never discovered anime or lolicon or straight shotacon or blue archive or newgon wiki. But I guess there’s nothing wrong with discovering who I am. It’s already hard being a straight aam but I’m turning 16 and I don’t know if 16 year old males are even considered attractive by most female maps (which aren’t a majority of maps anyways), and now I’ve realized I’m a map also and find 12 year old girls attractive, so I have to deal with the stigma of being a map and being an aam, on top of the stigma that seems to be starting to exist in the west of straight male sexuality in general.

It's pretty common to be 16 and a virgin who has never kissed.

Give yourself some time and space to work through your feelings some more. It sounds like you've got a lot of threads that have tied themselves in knots and may take some time until you can work through to your answer.

I agree with what Fragment said. Take your time to think it out. No hurry.