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This is kind of embarrassing but i feel like my attraction to little girls has helped me get in touch with my feminine side.

I am kind of embarrassed to admit this but i love dolls especially little girl dolls and i am a big fan of little girls clothes too and i have been watching a lot of anime mainly aimed at little girls recently too and i love magical girl anime too. and i love girls manga especially if the main character is a young girl.

I don't think i am trans or anything like that i am more or less have just started embracing my feminine side.

Have any other girl lovers embraced their feminine side?

I've never felt particularly masculine, I'm not trans though.

I have a mixture of 'masculine' and 'feminine' traits and interests.

I also have very much a blend of "masculine" and "feminine" traits, to such an extent that I've been called androgynous. I have a deep love of flowers and pretty and cute things in general. I think sundresses are the prettiest clothes in existence and it's a shame that they don't suit my manly body. I do frequently wear men's dresses (e.g. djellabas) and skirts (e.g. pareos). I love cooking. I strongly value kindness and compassion.

As a child, I very much looked like a little girl, with long platinum-blonde hair and an angelic look. My peers would often bully me for that reason. I never understood why it was supposed to be an insult to call me "girly" or "a girl". If anything, I was proud of it: I loved little girls a lot more than my male schoolmates (that partly changed in the latter half of my high school years as I met and befriended other male hardcore nerds).

Later in life, I've become a lot more masculine in my looks and behaviour as my romantic partners tended to prefer that. I emphasized the masculine features my girlfriends were attracted to (assertiveness, strength, ruggedness, etc.), while they emphasized the feminine traits that were attractive to me (cuteness, fragility, submissiveness, etc.). I never really lost touch with the "feminine" part of me, though. The change is cosmetic and primarily for sexual purposes.