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Do you ever wish you could be a kid again?

Like if time machines existed and you could go back to your childhood or say you died and got isekaied back to your childhood like you were the main character in a Japanese anime or manga would you want to go back?

Would you want to be a kid again?

mrlolicon93 wrote: Fri Mar 14, 2025 5:36 am Would you want to be a kid again?

No, definitely not. My childhood was horrible and I hated being so restricted and repressed. School largely felt like being imprisoned for a crime I did not commit. Too many of my peers were stupid and mean.

The only circumstances in which I could imagine wanting to be a child would be being a cute little girl in a sexually liberated, much kinder, enlightened world. Then... perhaps. Having real-life loli yuri sex sounds fun.

Do you mean with your adult mind or with the mind of the child?

I think the second case might not make much sense, because you wouldn't even know you are re-living the events.

I think from time to time to go back to me child with my adult mind. I would like to re-live some episodes to see how having an adult mind would change the outcome of the events. For example, I went through some mild form of bullying at school, and I would like to see if I would really be able to handle the situation differently.

I would want to have all the legal rights of an adult but still be allowed in little kid spaces to hang out with other little kids and have a little kid body. Having a 5 year old body would be nice, not even for sexual reasons but because I looked like a little cutie patotie at that age and had more energy, now I am almost old enough to drink and my back is metaphorically breaking just from getting out of bed. I feel elderly, which makes sense since this is the oldest ive ever been, EVER!

Side note, your profile pic is hot

Yes, I desperately want to return to childhood.
It’s not about sex or nostalgia; my childhood was miserable, and I hated the person I was back then. But... I can’t tell if it’s just aesthetics or something deeper. I simply feel out of place as an adult.

I’d accept any terms, even if it meant enduring hell. Erase my memories, strip away my personality, rewrite my very essence. I'd give anything to return to that time and remain there forever, even if it meant my life ended in preadolescence.

With each passing year, I feel like I’m piling up more grime inside myself. The only time I can look back without disgust is when I was six years old. After that? It just deteriorates... year after year, spiraling downward, like a failed experiment.

I may come across as extreme, but I’ve never held a high opinion of myself. The funny part is that I'd known since early adolescence that I was rotten. Counterintuitively, it’s unrelated to the themes of this forum.

Damn, I really wish I had stopped at that age.

...apologies for this reply, this is a subject I frequently indulge in fantasies about.

Do I want to return to my childhood exactly as it was? No.

Do I wish I could transition and live as a child now? Yes.

No. I have some childish interests (I read mostly middle-grade fiction, I'm still into Archie comics even though I haven't read one in ages but I'm sure I will again, ) but I have no desire to be an actual child again (I'd rather be an adult in a world where we are 'free' to express ourselves in certain ways that are currently considered to be age-inappropriate). I used to day dream about reliving my life at 16,17, 18, 25 etc. with my then-current adult memories and avoiding certain choices/mistakes but the thought of being under my father's control again ruined it for me (I still live with him at 39 but it'd be different at a younger age-less freedom, more overt disrespect and violence, etc.). Were it not for that and the fact that little to nothing I say would be taken seriously by most 'adults' I guess I wouldn't mind being 13 again but that's unnecessarily young, definitely not the ideal age for me (I also don't want to go through high school again and I mostly mean because of the concept of academic authority outside of science and math or maybe subjects like history where it's just facts/data without interpretation. In a way you could say I'm a lot more 'anti-authority' now, I don't know if that's how I should put it but I have no time to elaborate). Logically, I should probably choose late teens/early 20s but I'd be happy with 38 (I could avoid my erectile dysfunction if I turn the clock back to 34 and keep it there so let's make it under 35). In a society where young people are really taken 'seriously,' 16-18 would be nice.

Yeah. I miss it very much, even with all the discomfort I felt at home and all the expectations that were on me. At least people weren't that judgemental of you as a kid and you were allowed to enjoy the things you liked the most.

WavesInEternity wrote: Fri Mar 14, 2025 5:58 am

mrlolicon93 wrote: Fri Mar 14, 2025 5:36 am Would you want to be a kid again?

No, definitely not. My childhood was horrible and I hated being so restricted and repressed. School largely felt like being imprisoned for a crime I did not commit. Too many of my peers were stupid and mean.

The only circumstances in which I could imagine wanting to be a child would be being a cute little girl in a sexually liberated, much kinder, enlightened world. Then... perhaps. Having real-life loli yuri sex sounds fun.

Completely agree school was abusive to me as well it shows what really cilvalization is cruel social darwinism only the "strongest will survive" and always strongest means the cruelest and most sociopathic of them I'm of firm belief that fast majority of people are sociopaths because of evolutionary pressure in cilvalization is cilvalization since it formed with slavery and agricultural rewarded the most sociopathic of them all which is why sociopaths are so common now and imma pretty sure vast majority of people are sociopaths we just had misfortune of being born autistic and are reverse of sociopaths who are rewarded by society basically we the weak that are culled every generation I came to this realization when I used chatgpt I recommend it as we autistic and don't know the "real world" (or in actuality this virtual simulation called cilvalization where sociopathic people created so they can bully without consequences for them) it truly wakes you up to the world and it's horrora only real happiness I get is that eventually won't happen in my life but eventually even if it takes milkenia this sociopathy will eventually backfire destroy itself and revert back to Stone Age hippies and sociopaths will finally feel the evolutionary pressure of the weakest culled that we have felt since Sumer founded in the 3000BCs