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Do you ever wish you could be a kid again?

Like if time machines existed and you could go back to your childhood or say you died and got isekaied back to your childhood like you were the main character in a Japanese anime or manga would you want to go back?

Would you want to be a kid again?

mrlolicon93 wrote: Fri Mar 14, 2025 5:36 am Would you want to be a kid again?

No, definitely not. My childhood was horrible and I hated being so restricted and repressed. School largely felt like being imprisoned for a crime I did not commit. Too many of my peers were stupid and mean.

The only circumstances in which I could imagine wanting to be a child would be being a cute little girl in a sexually liberated, much kinder, enlightened world. Then... perhaps. Having real-life loli yuri sex sounds fun.

Do you mean with your adult mind or with the mind of the child?

I think the second case might not make much sense, because you wouldn't even know you are re-living the events.

I think from time to time to go back to me child with my adult mind. I would like to re-live some episodes to see how having an adult mind would change the outcome of the events. For example, I went through some mild form of bullying at school, and I would like to see if I would really be able to handle the situation differently.

I would want to have all the legal rights of an adult but still be allowed in little kid spaces to hang out with other little kids and have a little kid body. Having a 5 year old body would be nice, not even for sexual reasons but because I looked like a little cutie patotie at that age and had more energy, now I am almost old enough to drink and my back is metaphorically breaking just from getting out of bed. I feel elderly, which makes sense since this is the oldest ive ever been, EVER!

Side note, your profile pic is hot

Yes, I desperately want to return to childhood.
It’s not about sex or nostalgia; my childhood was miserable, and I hated the person I was back then. But... I can’t tell if it’s just aesthetics or something deeper. I simply feel out of place as an adult.

I’d accept any terms, even if it meant enduring hell. Erase my memories, strip away my personality, rewrite my very essence. I'd give anything to return to that time and remain there forever, even if it meant my life ended in preadolescence.

With each passing year, I feel like I’m piling up more grime inside myself. The only time I can look back without disgust is when I was six years old. After that? It just deteriorates... year after year, spiraling downward, like a failed experiment.

I may come across as extreme, but I’ve never held a high opinion of myself. The funny part is that I'd known since early adolescence that I was rotten. Counterintuitively, it’s unrelated to the themes of this forum.

Damn, I really wish I had stopped at that age.

...apologies for this reply, this is a subject I frequently indulge in fantasies about.

Do I want to return to my childhood exactly as it was? No.

Do I wish I could transition and live as a child now? Yes.