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WavesInEternity wrote: Wed Apr 16, 2025 8:38 pm Welcome, introverted new friend~

Should I assume that it was deliberate of you to mention neither your gender nor your sexual orientation? At first glance, you sound more masculine, but I don't like making assumptions about such things.

You say you're attracted to both minors and adults, but do you have a preference for either? What's your ideal age range, if any?

It was at age 15 that I actually accepted that I was, at least in part, a paedophile (I didn't know the acronym MAP nor the words "hebephile" or "paedohebephile" at the time). That year, I met a 7-year-old distant cousin whom I was powerfully sexually attracted to—she's still one of the three girls I've desired the most in my life, and on a strictly physical level, I'd call her "perfect".

Aqeuous_Firmlength wrote: Wed Apr 16, 2025 9:26 pm I am male though nonbinary.
I don't really have an ideal age range, though doing a bit of guesswork I'd say my general age range to be 5-50.
Most children (at least those I often see other pedos(MAPs) fawning over) are quite ugly, though the beauts of their kind have proven nearly unmatchable by the mature species. I recall one particular girl from middle school who appeared far younger in figure and face than she actually was. I still regard her as the most beautiful foid I've ever laid eyes on and, minus some examples of romance induced brainfog, have held her at that position for a while despite not consciously thinking of her all that often.

WavesInEternity wrote: Wed Apr 16, 2025 7:24 pm To this day, I can say that if I could choose—in some sci-fi scenario—a body of my choice for my romantic partner that she'd keep forever, it would be the tiny, slender, heavenly body of that specific girl at 7 or 8 years of age.

WavesInEternity wrote: Wed Apr 16, 2025 10:03 pm

Aqeuous_Firmlength wrote: Wed Apr 16, 2025 9:26 pm I am male though nonbinary.
I don't really have an ideal age range, though doing a bit of guesswork I'd say my general age range to be 5-50.
Most children (at least those I often see other pedos(MAPs) fawning over) are quite ugly, though the beauts of their kind have proven nearly unmatchable by the mature species. I recall one particular girl from middle school who appeared far younger in figure and face than she actually was. I still regard her as the most beautiful foid I've ever laid eyes on and, minus some examples of romance induced brainfog, have held her at that position for a while despite not consciously thinking of her all that often.

That's a very wide range. Are you only attracted to girls/women, or to all genders?

I definitely get what you mean by "romance induced brainfog"; one of my early crushes (from age 11 to 15 roughly) was very powerful, to the point of bending my mind. That said, by the time she reached 18, she was no longer really attractive to me. She's still a close friend 15+ years later, fortunately. On a purely physical level, the most beautiful girl I've ever seen was that particular 7-year-old distant cousin I alluded to earlier. As I just mentioned in another post:

WavesInEternity wrote: Wed Apr 16, 2025 7:24 pm To this day, I can say that if I could choose—in some sci-fi scenario—a body of my choice for my romantic partner that she'd keep forever, it would be the tiny, slender, heavenly body of that specific girl at 7 or 8 years of age.

However, while I prefer the appearance of the female body between the ages of 8 and 12 approximately, I find that girls have a better balance of personality and looks between roughly 10 and 14, so that's what I characterize as my "ideal age range".

You're quite well-spoken for your age. I think we'll get along. We actually are looking for more MAPs who are minors themselves to engage in activism. Something that's often ill-understood by antis is that MAPs generally find out about their preferences by their mid-teens, and the stigma and oppression we face leads to severe adverse mental health outcomes. It would be great to have young MAPs such as yourself write guest blog posts about your experience.

Aqeuous_Firmlength wrote: Wed Apr 16, 2025 9:26 pm

WavesInEternity wrote: Wed Apr 16, 2025 8:38 pm Welcome, introverted new friend~

Should I assume that it was deliberate of you to mention neither your gender nor your sexual orientation? At first glance, you sound more masculine, but I don't like making assumptions about such things.

You say you're attracted to both minors and adults, but do you have a preference for either? What's your ideal age range, if any?

It was at age 15 that I actually accepted that I was, at least in part, a paedophile (I didn't know the acronym MAP nor the words "hebephile" or "paedohebephile" at the time). That year, I met a 7-year-old distant cousin whom I was powerfully sexually attracted to—she's still one of the three girls I've desired the most in my life, and on a strictly physical level, I'd call her "perfect".

I am male though nonbinary.
I don't really have an ideal age range, though doing a bit of guesswork I'd say my general age range to be 5-50.
Most children (at least those I often see other pedos(MAPs) fawning over) are quite ugly, though the beauts of their kind have proven nearly unmatchable by the mature species. I recall one particular girl from middle school who appeared far younger in figure and face than she actually was. I still regard her as the most beautiful foid I've ever laid eyes on and, minus some examples of romance induced brainfog, have held her at that position for a while despite not consciously thinking of her all that often.

InfinityChild wrote: Sat Apr 19, 2025 5:34 am

Aqeuous_Firmlength wrote: Wed Apr 16, 2025 9:26 pm

WavesInEternity wrote: Wed Apr 16, 2025 8:38 pm Welcome, introverted new friend~

Should I assume that it was deliberate of you to mention neither your gender nor your sexual orientation? At first glance, you sound more masculine, but I don't like making assumptions about such things.

You say you're attracted to both minors and adults, but do you have a preference for either? What's your ideal age range, if any?

It was at age 15 that I actually accepted that I was, at least in part, a paedophile (I didn't know the acronym MAP nor the words "hebephile" or "paedohebephile" at the time). That year, I met a 7-year-old distant cousin whom I was powerfully sexually attracted to—she's still one of the three girls I've desired the most in my life, and on a strictly physical level, I'd call her "perfect".

I am male though nonbinary.
I don't really have an ideal age range, though doing a bit of guesswork I'd say my general age range to be 5-50.
Most children (at least those I often see other pedos(MAPs) fawning over) are quite ugly, though the beauts of their kind have proven nearly unmatchable by the mature species. I recall one particular girl from middle school who appeared far younger in figure and face than she actually was. I still regard her as the most beautiful foid I've ever laid eyes on and, minus some examples of romance induced brainfog, have held her at that position for a while despite not consciously thinking of her all that often.

I'm enby AMAB too :3 and welcome you seem quite intelligent and friendly