Dating people your disgusted by and only doing it so you can become powerful
Posted: Wed Aug 20, 2025 11:17 pm
That's my world I can't believe I wouldn't have at 12 only 7 years (wow really!) but it is constantly pretending to be normal and into someone you don't give one fuck about. God it fucking sucks but the end of goal will be worth it for vast majority of people even if it's not me.
Only powered by anger and hatred of those who wronged me that's all I want to get revenge on then that's it.
It fucking sucks having to talk to your girlfriend and she constantly wants to have sex with u and I'm like inside no I like your personality but yourself disgust me I don't want to have sex with you at all but I don't want you to leave because I need to get into power man it f ing sucks.
Only powered by anger and hatred of those who wronged me that's all I want to get revenge on then that's it.
It fucking sucks having to talk to your girlfriend and she constantly wants to have sex with u and I'm like inside no I like your personality but yourself disgust me I don't want to have sex with you at all but I don't want you to leave because I need to get into power man it f ing sucks.