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I hate that stuff I think it's stupid and harmful and no one can make me change my mind on it but why do I come back to it like it's relatable ? Cause it is, damn it sometimes I fear I might be one but I hate it it's stupid and disgusting I think it's harmful and disgusting but I can't tell to my therapist I like a 12 yo it's disgusting I can't put my mind to that disgusting shit but I fear I have that thing, liking younger people. I'm going to cure that disgusting sickness out of myself like I did for addiction, cause I don't want to become a map it disgusts me. I think you guys can do like me and cure that sickness.

There's nothing sick about being attracted to 12 year olds.

12 used to be the AoC in many countries, before religious puritans and feminists pushed for the ridiculous 16, 17, or 18.

As well as being rooted in Christianity's evil and absurd mantras, many of the claims made back then were embellished, just like the claims that Finkelhor and his ilk made in the 1980s when kickstarting their brand new 'CSA' industry.

You should be enraged at the fact that you can't have a consensual relationship with a 12yo, not slapping yourself in the face.

You hate that you like a 12yo, but liking is a sentiment of love. So the problem is not that you like a 12yo, but that you hate love. It not your fault, however, but that of modern society. Society needs a cure, not you.

Just know that many others have been through the same phase as you. Hopefully one day you'll understand why.

I renember my self hating pedo days, they were NOT fun. Either embrace and love yourself for who you are or drive yourself mad over an unchangeable and unchosen part of yourself and spend every day not only being hated by antis, but also being hated by yourself. Sure you can be “virtuous” and torture yourself day in and day our over who and what your dick gets hard to, but you will only end up wanting to kill yourself or kill everyone else, which if you claim to be worried about the “safety” of children, is an even more dangerous mindset to be in for kids, because a pedo who doesnt care or even accepts their minor attraction and lives their life will probably be far less impulsive and aggressive and obsessive than a pedo who has nothing left to live for and either wants to “live big” before a suicide or has a “if I cant have them NO ONE can” mentallity, so if you dont want to love yourself and your sexuality for the sake of your self, do it for the kids. Even if you arent pro C like us, there is no reason to treat yourself like a montser for simply being born. All you did was be born, none of this is your fault and you didnt choose to be a MAP. In the words of this one guy on tiktok “God just be making people” and it is true, God just be making people, theres people sexually attrcated to feces, people sexually attracted to balloons, and people sexually attracted to obesity, sexuality is random as fuck and more nuanced than antis want it to be, no one chooses the circumstances they are born into, no one chooses to have a shit kink, no one chooses to be into feederism, no one chooses to get off to balloon animals, if that is true for everything else, why would it NOT be true for pedophillia(unless you belive the absurd notion that pedos are made not born, and that pedophillia is a contagious disease transmitted through physical contact like vampirism or a zombie bite or that a magical pedo fairy flies into your room and makes you into kids are that anyone in their right mind would wake up one day and CHOOSE to be apart of modern day societys most demonized and hated minority group, if that is your viewpoint then God help you cuz we sure cant, lol)

thecurious wrote: Sat Sep 27, 2025 11:30 pmcause I don't want to become a map

Sorry to say, but if you like 12 year olds, there's no becoming. You are a MAP.

Hi, new here. Seeing this post breaks my heart. I know that many others here have replied, stating my exact thoughts — But I’d like to share my slice.

You are not ill, or defected. Being a MAP is not something so that can be “cured” or “created”..only discovered.
It’s worthless to attempt to conform to a society that believes a specific form of genuine love and affection, can only be abuse. Or one that (usually) calls for harm amongst those like you and me, the crime being an immutable characteristic. I can’t speak with certainty, but you’ll likely only end up unhappy. There’s absolutely no reason to feel guilty and ashamed, or to bully yourself. You are you, and that is that. I’m sure one day you’ll understand.

lovelunloved wrote: Thu Oct 02, 2025 10:12 pm Hi, new here. Seeing this post breaks my heart. I know that many others here have replied, stating my exact thoughts — But I’d like to share my slice.

You are not ill, or defected. Being a MAP is not something so that can be “cured” or “created”..only discovered.
It’s worthless to attempt to conform to a society that believes a specific form of genuine love and affection, can only be abuse. Or one that (usually) calls for harm amongst those like you and me, the crime being an immutable characteristic. I can’t speak with certainty, but you’ll likely only end up unhappy. There’s absolutely no reason to feel guilty and ashamed, or to bully yourself. You are you, and that is that. I’m sure one day you’ll understand.

Thank you for the kind words!

BLueRibbon wrote: Sun Sep 28, 2025 12:50 am There's nothing sick about being attracted to 12 year olds.

12 used to be the AoC in many countries, before religious puritans and feminists pushed for the ridiculous 16, 17, or 18.

As well as being rooted in Christianity's evil and absurd mantras, many of the claims made back then were embellished, just like the claims that Finkelhor and his ilk made in the 1980s when kickstarting their brand new 'CSA' industry.

You should be enraged at the fact that you can't have a consensual relationship with a 12yo, not slapping yourself in the face.

Ya'll are just a bunch of delusional denial and so incredibly irresponsible idiots just get treated I got a psychiatrist and am talking with him, it's that easy to not promote pedophilia and get treated. Just go see a fucking therapist you all act like children who don't want to get treated and the worst is you encourage other people to accept a behavior that can cause harm and traumas to children. This is not a random sexuality and a nice community this is a place where sickos reunite instead of getting a shower and treating a mental disorder.

thecurious wrote: Sat Oct 11, 2025 11:31 am

BLueRibbon wrote: Sun Sep 28, 2025 12:50 am There's nothing sick about being attracted to 12 year olds.

12 used to be the AoC in many countries, before religious puritans and feminists pushed for the ridiculous 16, 17, or 18.

As well as being rooted in Christianity's evil and absurd mantras, many of the claims made back then were embellished, just like the claims that Finkelhor and his ilk made in the 1980s when kickstarting their brand new 'CSA' industry.

You should be enraged at the fact that you can't have a consensual relationship with a 12yo, not slapping yourself in the face.

Ya'll are just a bunch of delusional denial and so incredibly irresponsible idiots just get treated I got a psychiatrist and am talking with him, it's that easy to not promote pedophilia and get treated. Just go see a fucking therapist you all act like children who don't want to get treated and the worst is you encourage other people to accept a behavior that can cause harm and traumas to children. This is not a random sexuality and a nice community this is a place where sickos reunite instead of getting a shower and treating a mental disorder.

1. You can't 'treat' someone's sexuality. And before you say "it's an illness", note that merely being attracted to children or teens is not even classified as a disorder.

2. You can't "just go and see a therapist" without potentially serious repercussions, even if you're not breaking the law. My career would be ruined if I did that.

3. There's no good evidence that AMSC is inherently harmful. We are also not encouraging anyone to go out and do it; that would be incitement, which is against our rules.

You are a hebephile and need to stop internalizing the hysteria. You should be going to social war, not running crying to the very people who have tarred you with the 'monster' brush.

Are you currently undergoing 'conversion therapy'?