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My sexual identity has always been clouded by the resolve to be straight and normal and respectable. But that's not who I am. I have always wanted the forbidden fruit, a lifetime spent restraining myself from plucking it, yet still I yearn for the taste. That's probably who I will always be, but at least I'm taking steps to find others like me who have pushed through the self-loathing toward something like peace. I still hate myself every day, there is no punishment that could absolve me of this monolithic guilt = being born a pedo. But that's what I am, who I am, and who I will always be. If you get where I'm coming from, please reach out. I could use a friend.

Don't feel guilty; there's nothing wrong with having feelings and desires. You shouldn't feel bad about wanting the comfort of a young girl or boy in a loving and mutually consenting setting