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guess I'm a pedo
Posted: Thu Nov 13, 2025 4:35 am
by boyblu
My sexual identity has always been clouded by the resolve to be straight and normal and respectable. But that's not who I am. I have always wanted the forbidden fruit, a lifetime spent restraining myself from plucking it, yet still I yearn for the taste. That's probably who I will always be, but at least I'm taking steps to find others like me who have pushed through the self-loathing toward something like peace. I still hate myself every day, there is no punishment that could absolve me of this monolithic guilt = being born a pedo. But that's what I am, who I am, and who I will always be. If you get where I'm coming from, please reach out. I could use a friend.
Re: guess I'm a pedo
Posted: Thu Nov 13, 2025 1:17 pm
by Cunny Defender
Don't feel guilty; there's nothing wrong with having feelings and desires. You shouldn't feel bad about wanting the comfort of a young girl or boy in a loving and mutually consenting setting
Re: guess I'm a pedo
Posted: Sun Nov 16, 2025 8:51 am
by boyblu
I would love to push the guilty and shame aside but I don't know how. Would love some advice! How do we live in a world that hates us? In lieu of the real thing, I have only [my legally compliant material] to get me through the day. Would love to hear from anybody in my shoies, what do you do each day to keep your hands to yourself?
[Mod - we changed some language that technically admitted to nothing but might be seen as admitting to something, leading other readers the wrong way]
Re: guess I'm a pedo
Posted: Sat May 23, 2026 10:49 am
by sovereign
boyblu wrote: Thu Nov 13, 2025 4:35 am
My sexual identity has always been clouded by the resolve to be straight and normal and respectable. But that's not who I am. I have always wanted the forbidden fruit, a lifetime spent restraining myself from plucking it, yet still I yearn for the taste. That's probably who I will always be, but at least I'm taking steps to find others like me who have pushed through the self-loathing toward something like peace. I still hate myself every day, there is no punishment that could absolve me of this monolithic guilt = being born a pedo. But that's what I am, who I am, and who I will always be. If you get where I'm coming from, please reach out. I could use a friend.
Brother, you are not guilty for having any type of desire or of how you've been born. Not ever. We judge ourselves the harshest, and the judgement of others we have to rise above.
Some times are excrutiatingly tough for all of us here, but the darkest clouds always pass eventually and the sky will brighten up once you've made the decision to live and to enjoy yourself as you are.
We see you, we can completely relate to you and we got you!