a-heY, aLL! Wow!
Posted: Mon Feb 09, 2026 2:53 pm
This looks like a really keen alt to boychat, which i long ago grew SO tired of.
Okay, so i've been an "activist" for about 35 years. I was a "solo" activist, first, in about 1989 (when i first became a member of nambla), and then, in the early '90s, moved over to the part of the country (at the time) where several activists lived. After about 4 years experiencing way too much patriarchy from them (tho now understanding their position better), i moved on, continuing with direct action work (i.e. my solo creative crashing of the 1993 "March On Washington" action as a Ghost of Boylovers' Past).
I also appeared in the hostile-ish documentary "Chickenhawk: Men Who Love Boys" (1994).
I was successful in putting up a youtube channel which has remained online for at least ten years now, tho appears to be "shadow banned". That is, not easy to find, unless you know the name of it (for some reason, the boylinks network has neglected to keep it on their site). Plus, i was also successful in having a serious essay published on ipce. (These details i plan to share, of course!)
I am very scrupulous, btw, about remaining well within legality, as a way to possibly survive. However, i am regularly challenged by psy op-style threats. But since i have no record (long ago recognizing the value of remaining within sex hysteria fLaws), i have not yet had "hands laid" upon me, tho "hunted" and found on one occasion. My focus on nonviolence and radical's radical empathy seems to help with some, who cannot imagine that there are people like me who persist in this world.
'nuf said?
Am not sure, but by the looks of this forum, I may be more a kind of regular around here in the near future.
Shout out to all the boychat regs and nambla activists, and post-left anarchists of love!!
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Later: Feeling a need to step up about how i see myself. i do NOT agree with wearing the name "pedophile" for various reasons. One being that i prefer to hold onto the ability to design myself and not simply subordinate to the prevailing poetry!! But for you "pedophiles", i say, stress the comparisons with magazines like "CINEPHILE" and "AUDIOPHILE". Helping people SEE what the word originally was meant to mean!!
i prefer the moniker "dUDE lover" or "dudesensual"!! A poetry i would think folks around here might give themselves permission to PLAY with!!
i find that i CARE about young dudes especially, but also watch out for/with the larger co'mmmmm'unity!! This, i've recognized in time, the resurfacing of the ancient memories we've been manipulated into forgetting. Here, i recommend John Trudell's "The Future of History" on your choice of alt youtube. Tho John passed on about 10 years ago, and yet his depth continues to echo!! I especially recommend, for those stuck in The Misery Loves Company, hear him (with edm) touching on the seemingly largely forgotten truth of where our ethnic varieties come from, i.e. the tribes of europa and how we got to being in our general current situation. Man, i'll launch into THAT topic sometime!
Finally, i jus wanna say, wow. F'iNg wow!! Good to land here for awhile maybe longer!! Sure, i brace for the intensity. Knowing that i put my life on the line, every day. And yet, as Tom Reeves (deceased apparently) said: "Expect the Worst, Live for the Best!"
Okay, so i've been an "activist" for about 35 years. I was a "solo" activist, first, in about 1989 (when i first became a member of nambla), and then, in the early '90s, moved over to the part of the country (at the time) where several activists lived. After about 4 years experiencing way too much patriarchy from them (tho now understanding their position better), i moved on, continuing with direct action work (i.e. my solo creative crashing of the 1993 "March On Washington" action as a Ghost of Boylovers' Past).
I also appeared in the hostile-ish documentary "Chickenhawk: Men Who Love Boys" (1994).
I was successful in putting up a youtube channel which has remained online for at least ten years now, tho appears to be "shadow banned". That is, not easy to find, unless you know the name of it (for some reason, the boylinks network has neglected to keep it on their site). Plus, i was also successful in having a serious essay published on ipce. (These details i plan to share, of course!)
I am very scrupulous, btw, about remaining well within legality, as a way to possibly survive. However, i am regularly challenged by psy op-style threats. But since i have no record (long ago recognizing the value of remaining within sex hysteria fLaws), i have not yet had "hands laid" upon me, tho "hunted" and found on one occasion. My focus on nonviolence and radical's radical empathy seems to help with some, who cannot imagine that there are people like me who persist in this world.
'nuf said?
Am not sure, but by the looks of this forum, I may be more a kind of regular around here in the near future.
Shout out to all the boychat regs and nambla activists, and post-left anarchists of love!!
==
Later: Feeling a need to step up about how i see myself. i do NOT agree with wearing the name "pedophile" for various reasons. One being that i prefer to hold onto the ability to design myself and not simply subordinate to the prevailing poetry!! But for you "pedophiles", i say, stress the comparisons with magazines like "CINEPHILE" and "AUDIOPHILE". Helping people SEE what the word originally was meant to mean!!
i prefer the moniker "dUDE lover" or "dudesensual"!! A poetry i would think folks around here might give themselves permission to PLAY with!!
i find that i CARE about young dudes especially, but also watch out for/with the larger co'mmmmm'unity!! This, i've recognized in time, the resurfacing of the ancient memories we've been manipulated into forgetting. Here, i recommend John Trudell's "The Future of History" on your choice of alt youtube. Tho John passed on about 10 years ago, and yet his depth continues to echo!! I especially recommend, for those stuck in The Misery Loves Company, hear him (with edm) touching on the seemingly largely forgotten truth of where our ethnic varieties come from, i.e. the tribes of europa and how we got to being in our general current situation. Man, i'll launch into THAT topic sometime!
Finally, i jus wanna say, wow. F'iNg wow!! Good to land here for awhile maybe longer!! Sure, i brace for the intensity. Knowing that i put my life on the line, every day. And yet, as Tom Reeves (deceased apparently) said: "Expect the Worst, Live for the Best!"
Have you been an 'activist' as well?