I Introduce myself
Posted: Fri Feb 20, 2026 12:53 pm
Hello everyone,
I'll try to introduce myself, even though I find it difficult to talk about myself without interacting directly with someone.
I've known about this site for a while and enjoy reading the very interesting articles and comments.
I am a middle-aged man who considers himself a BL in every sense of the word.
For as long as I can remember, I have always been romantically and sexually attracted to children and boys younger than me. Growing up, I had my first sexual gay experiences at the age of 17 with boys my age or slightly younger than me. This continued until I was about 28 years old. After that, it was no longer possible to have sexual relationships with adults. Obviously, I wasn't physically attracted to them.
I have gone through very difficult periods in my life because of my attraction to children. Both in terms of acceptance, isolation, and feelings of guilt, which have caused me a lot of anxiety at certain times in my life.
But fortunately, romantic and sexual relationships are only one part of life. I am passionate about music, nature, hiking in the mountains, and I am always excited to travel and visit new places.
In recent years, I have begun to worry greatly about our situation as BL people. The shameful criminalization that society is carrying out against us is clear for all to see. The word “pedophile” is increasingly associated automatically with a monster. This causes me a great deal of anger and frustration.
While respecting the laws in force relating to pornography and the age of consent, I am convinced that they are totally wrong, hypocritical, and inappropriate, and serve only to criminalize those who are attracted to children, and in no way defend the interests of them.
Warm greetings to all!
I'll try to introduce myself, even though I find it difficult to talk about myself without interacting directly with someone.
I've known about this site for a while and enjoy reading the very interesting articles and comments.
I am a middle-aged man who considers himself a BL in every sense of the word.
For as long as I can remember, I have always been romantically and sexually attracted to children and boys younger than me. Growing up, I had my first sexual gay experiences at the age of 17 with boys my age or slightly younger than me. This continued until I was about 28 years old. After that, it was no longer possible to have sexual relationships with adults. Obviously, I wasn't physically attracted to them.
I have gone through very difficult periods in my life because of my attraction to children. Both in terms of acceptance, isolation, and feelings of guilt, which have caused me a lot of anxiety at certain times in my life.
But fortunately, romantic and sexual relationships are only one part of life. I am passionate about music, nature, hiking in the mountains, and I am always excited to travel and visit new places.
In recent years, I have begun to worry greatly about our situation as BL people. The shameful criminalization that society is carrying out against us is clear for all to see. The word “pedophile” is increasingly associated automatically with a monster. This causes me a great deal of anger and frustration.
While respecting the laws in force relating to pornography and the age of consent, I am convinced that they are totally wrong, hypocritical, and inappropriate, and serve only to criminalize those who are attracted to children, and in no way defend the interests of them.
Warm greetings to all!
