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never new something like this existed
Posted: Wed May 20, 2026 1:44 am
by Zmap
Hello! nice to meet you ya'll! a bit about me, 39M known my attraction since I was 12 years old. Ended up offending at 13 and went through therapy and so i understand their teachings and how to avoid offending again. Been clean since then. I have been unable to discuss my attractions in even half detail with anyone other than posting on quora answering half assed questions and a single person and that never in any detail. Never been able to discuss with my own kind nor did I even know it was an option!
I'm really excited to find this place and be able to talk openly (within rules of course) and truly be myself and i look forward to seeing other thoughts.
Re: never new something like this existed
Posted: Wed May 20, 2026 3:24 am
by BLueRibbon
Welcome!
Re: never new something like this existed
Posted: Wed May 20, 2026 12:56 pm
by RoosterDance
Zmap wrote: Wed May 20, 2026 1:44 am
Ended up offending at 13 and went through therapy and so i understand their teachings and how to avoid offending again.
Welcome! And I'm curious, what sort of things did they tell you in this therapy?
Re: never new something like this existed
Posted: Wed May 20, 2026 4:36 pm
by Zmap
RoosterDance wrote: Wed May 20, 2026 12:56 pm
Zmap wrote: Wed May 20, 2026 1:44 am
Ended up offending at 13 and went through therapy and so i understand their teachings and how to avoid offending again.
Welcome! And I'm curious, what sort of things did they tell you in this therapy?
The usual "you are a dangerous person" stuff, that i am not to be trusted, that my thoughts were horrible, that my actions were terrible. Ya know the usual "pedo is bad" stuff. They loved to try to tell me the traumatic offense of sex with minors (as I was 13!) to explain that i was destroying a life. Telling me about teenage pregnancy and how a lot of it is from adults which isn't really supported by research. They mainly focused upon ways to resist and control the urge. A classic was using a rubberband to slap on the wrist. Another was thinking of the parents and how hard it would be to get away with acting (this still works) another was focusing on removing myself from a situation where i could offend. Everything was about how much of a monster I was and how i had to stop everything before i ended up in prison and someone ended up traumatized. All the while i knew I would never want to traumatize a minor, never give them pain, never want to go past where they were clearly uncomfortable if i were to ever act.