MAP Forum

Hello, I am a 22 y/o female and I have known or suspected for while that i was a MAP. I was sexually abused when I was younger and have always been very very hypersexual and started having sex very young with other young people. One day I started to get urges and well I feel disgusted about it and I hate how badly I want to have relationships with younger people. I would love to meet friends and talk more about this.

Hello! I study sexuality and your case seems interesting. Some AAMs/MAPs were never touched sexually as children (myself included) yet still have hypersexuality. I liken it to more of a social thing. If you'd like to discuss more, I'd be glad to know. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here!

Welcome to the group!

bnkywuv wrote: Sun May 24, 2026 12:43 am Hello! I study sexuality and your case seems interesting. Some AAMs/MAPs were never touched sexually as children (myself included) yet still have hypersexuality. I liken it to more of a social thing. If you'd like to discuss more, I'd be glad to know. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here!

Welcome to the group!

Really??? For some reason i thought that me being touched when young would increase the chances of being a MAP. I would love to chat more about it.

Foxflower wrote: Sun May 24, 2026 1:53 am

bnkywuv wrote: Sun May 24, 2026 12:43 am Hello! I study sexuality and your case seems interesting. Some AAMs/MAPs were never touched sexually as children (myself included) yet still have hypersexuality. I liken it to more of a social thing. If you'd like to discuss more, I'd be glad to know. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here!

Welcome to the group!

Really??? For some reason i thought that me being touched when young would increase the chances of being a MAP. I would love to chat more about it.

I'm not bnkywuv, but I was relatively hypersexual growing up just because I wasn't subject to any shame around masturbation other than it being a 'private thing' to avoid in public or around others. Currently my libido fluctuates a lot, albeit really slowly so it's very gradual, but I've had hypersexual seasons and near-sex repulsed ones.

Hey foxflower you have come to the right place. No judgement here, you did not choose this anymore than we did. I am a example of someone who was never touched sexually as a kid nor start having sex early, nothing outside of show me yours I'll show you mine style, yet my brain is strongly programmed as be a pedo and into other forbidden stuff. The human mind is very strange and no one understands what programs us this way. All that matters right now is you are accepted as you are and we are all here to talk to you openly. You made a very brave step coming here and accepting what you are. You are likely to have a happy life even with this attraction