Former AAM here
Posted: Tue Aug 18, 2026 2:08 pm
Hi Everyone,
I'm Blake. I was an Adult Attracted Minor for as long as I was still a minor and my AMSC experiences were some of the best, most memorable experiences of my life. I am not a MAP myself but I am a gay man who spent a long time closeted. I know what it is like to have to keep your true feelings a secret at all costs.
Without MAPs, I would have been a much lonelier, angrier boy from 10-16. I hope those that come to know me come to consider me an ally and friend.
Minors today, the ones that have the same feelings that I had at their age, as well as the same questions and concerns that I did, need people to talk to. I learned so much from my adult partners and I have never regretted seeking them out, not for a single second. Like I told a friend of mine that is a MAP - I knew what I wanted, I wanted it more than anything, and if I had been unable to get it I would have been upset. I've never considered myself a victim or nonconsenting and honestly, nothing would make me smile harder than seeing a healthy, loving MAP + AAM couple together in public.
Love is beautiful and everyone deserves it.
Anyway, I look forward to meeting you all!
I'm Blake. I was an Adult Attracted Minor for as long as I was still a minor and my AMSC experiences were some of the best, most memorable experiences of my life. I am not a MAP myself but I am a gay man who spent a long time closeted. I know what it is like to have to keep your true feelings a secret at all costs.
Without MAPs, I would have been a much lonelier, angrier boy from 10-16. I hope those that come to know me come to consider me an ally and friend.
Minors today, the ones that have the same feelings that I had at their age, as well as the same questions and concerns that I did, need people to talk to. I learned so much from my adult partners and I have never regretted seeking them out, not for a single second. Like I told a friend of mine that is a MAP - I knew what I wanted, I wanted it more than anything, and if I had been unable to get it I would have been upset. I've never considered myself a victim or nonconsenting and honestly, nothing would make me smile harder than seeing a healthy, loving MAP + AAM couple together in public.
Love is beautiful and everyone deserves it.
Anyway, I look forward to meeting you all!