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Im sorry if i accidentally reveal any information about myself but im just over it, i keep overthinking about my entire life, rejecting the fact that the love of my life broke up after two days of dating and someone caught me calling a girl cute and i just spoke with him about my pedophilia and its stupid, i put my real name as username and i have pictures of me and he don't agree with my ideas, he kept everything and told a family member so now my family knows it. Im about to turn the shitty number in few days, i hope before they get i could just get one and act like it was just the good ending before trying to kill myself in jail.

I fucking hate all of these people that can love whoever they but me they see me as a monster, i am not just "bisexual" im a fucking pedophile who loves little girls and boys with a passion, care and affection some of their punchable parents won't ever give them.

My anger is starting to slow down but i regret acting like a fearless motherfucker. I just want to date a young girl forever, make my dreams or just live an simple life away with a little one to not make me go crazy !!!!!!!!!

life sucks i hate it

im sorry guys i was just angry but shit needs to be told but probably won't be approved and i understand, i failed this hard and my chances of being with a little one are below zero just like my mental state when the one i truly love left me. I hate the way the world go sometimes

Please don't do anything dramatic.

Your situation sounds bad, but you can recover from it.

Many MAPs have had experiences like this, and things don't usually turn out as badly as expected.

Feel free to PM me if you need support.

I know exactly how you feel OP.

I’m very sorry to hear that I hope things get better for you.
I know it feels to have feelings for someone but they don’t have the same feelings as you.
Then there’s the law and society views .
This world is a very tough place and it’s like jungle ,can break anyone maps and non maps .
Don’t let any secret that you have built and cut you up .
You are in the right place tell your family since they know that you are not a monster and that you are a good person.
Don’t let the bastards get you down.