Non binary, Child Lover

[InfinityChild]

Hi finally decided to make an account here. Was impressed by the MU pro reform proposal so thought I should join! :3

I'm an early 30s autistic, non-binary (for me meaning trans person who feels like a mix of boy and girl), Child Lover who likes boys and girls pretty much equally and like 12-13 yos the most and became less attracted to someone the further on either side of that age group they get. So like younger kids and adults as well just much less.

Feel free to ask me anything <3

[BLueRibbon]

Welcome!

Nice to see one of the more insightful people from BLOL making their way over here.

[InfinityChild]

Welcome!

Nice to see one of the more insightful people from BLOL making their way over here.

Thanks! I'm flattered I'm recognized

[InfinityChild]

Hi finally decided to make an account here. Was impressed by the MU pro reform proposal so thought I should join! :3

I'm an early 30s autistic, non-binary (for me meaning trans person who feels like a mix of boy and girl), Child Lover who likes boys and girls pretty much equally and like 12-13 yos the most and became less attracted to someone the further on either side of that age group they get. So like younger kids and adults as well just much less.

Feel free to ask me anything <3

Hi InfinityChild!
May I ask you what is BLOL and how long have you been active online in community of ChildLovers?
Are you involved with some kind of MAP activism or advocacy groups? Like B4Uact or any GIRLYlove places i might not know about yet?
Just out of curiosity, will you tell me what it is about age 12-13 that draws you to those ages mostly? That is right around the onset of adolescent puberty?

BLOL stands for BoyLandOnLine (I'm pretty sure) and it is a forum for Boy Lovers and other Child Lovers also.

Have not been active long actually (compared to some). Only in around April 2023 have I been involved, but I've worried I was a pedo as far back as 15 years old and than spent much of my teens and 20s going thru cycles of denial and repressing the feelings and finally acceptance.

As for activism not really besides trying to humanize myself to the couple of local friends I came out to and occasionally I have done pro MAP graffiti.

For why I like just before puberty and early puberty the most I think has something to do with the way development tends to look around then... Like just light soft pubic hair for example (or none) and sexual feelings maybe being more intense or the idea that they might be. And just how adventurous in general many can be then. But mostly find them the most beautiful people inside and out on earth <3

[jeffychubchaser29]

Welcome I hope we can be friends

[FairBlueLove]

Welcome!

and occasionally I have done pro MAP graffiti.

WOW, this caught my attention! Kudos for doing that! I can only imagine how they can be - because of privacy reasons of course - but I'm sure it would be a fantastic experience to stumble upon one of them for us MAPs (and hopefully instructive for non-MAPs and possible allies).

[Lennon72]

Hello, Infinity. I have to admit that I am rather confused when people claim to be both non-binary and trans since I do see the two things as being rather contradictory.
Also, you would no doubt recognize me from BLOL as we are both a part of that. And, to be completely honest with you, you had made some statements on BLOL that had me thinking that you wanted nothing to do with the trans community. So to actually see you come o here and say that you are trans comes as a surprise to me. If I am wrong about that, then okay. I must have mistaken you as someone else. Otherwise, an explanation might help me to understand some more.
And welcome to MU.

[InfinityChild]

Welcome I hope we can be friends

Maybe!

[InfinityChild]

Welcome!

and occasionally I have done pro MAP graffiti.

WOW, this caught my attention! Kudos for doing that! I can only imagine how they can be - because of privacy reasons of course - but I'm sure it would be a fantastic experience to stumble upon one of them for us MAPs (and hopefully instructive for non-MAPs and possible allies).

Ya it has been a long time since I've done it because its hard to find a spot where I think I won't be spotted by people or a camera and its scary in general putting one up. But I love the idea of a MAP coming across them or as you said a potential ally.

[InfinityChild]

Hello, Infinity. I have to admit that I am rather confused when people claim to be both non-binary and trans since I do see the two things as being rather contradictory.
Also, you would no doubt recognize me from BLOL as we are both a part of that. And, to be completely honest with you, you had made some statements on BLOL that had me thinking that you wanted nothing to do with the trans community. So to actually see you come o here and say that you are trans comes as a surprise to me. If I am wrong about that, then okay. I must have mistaken you as someone else. Otherwise, an explanation might help me to understand some more.
And welcome to MU.

An easier way to think about it is as trans as a spectrum from male to female and non-binary in the middle (it gets more complicated, but I think looking at it as a spectrum is good for an introduction).

Hmm I don't remember saying negative things about the trans community on BLOL, besides maybe that I feel frustrated by the rest of the LGBTQ community in general for not wanting anything to do with MAPs. But ya I'm trans on estrogen, but feel like a mix of a boy and a girl and use they/them pronouns. There is a thread on BLOL about how i voluntarily surgically removed my testicals by the way.

Thanks for the welcome