mrlolicon93 wrote: Sat May 17, 2025 7:06 am
My Facebook got banned last week for child sexual abuse.
I do follow accounts of child influencers but i just like the content they make and don't interact with them.
I didn't even break the rules to my knowledge nor did i post anything illegal yet they disabled me anyway.
I have tried to email them but have not heard back yet.
I really fucking hate this i hate this bs discrimination i hate that maps are being banned everywhere online.
These places are the only places we have now.
I am have been depressed lightly too and last night i had a mental breakdown due to paranoia.
I am so ashamed of myself i am disgusting i am a subhuman degenerate monster and i wanna die.
Hey Mr. L
Just wanted to take a moment to check in. I know this post is from about a month ago.. but the same thing happened to me. It was on Instagram.. but it was at like the exact same time.. they must have bulk deleted a bunch of accounts all at once.
And what really sucks is not only did I have a couple anonymous accounts deleted in the past... I resorted to using my "real" insta because everything else was banned.. then after only about a month.. that account got suspended too.
The craziest part is that the ONLY Map activity I had on my real account is saving/bookmarking pics and videos of LG's !!!
Being that it was my real identity with friends and family on there.. I was very careful not to do anything public.
Literally, no likes.. no comments, no interaction whatsoever.. just bookmarking.
And it STILL GOT BANNED!!!! FMLLLLLL







Then I had to explain to my family why my account was suddenly gone.. I just said I got hacked and luckily they didn't ask much else.
So, yeah I just wanted to tell you that I totally feel your pain on this. .. and I can also relate to being in a place where you're just depressed and hating life.
This life is so fucking hard, in so many ways. Then when you add the burden of being a Map. An identity that our society considers the most vile and wretched thing a human can be...
Our existence just becomes unbearable at times.
I often wonder what people would say if.. for instance, Chris Cornell and Chester Bennington were Maps and that's why they killed themselves?
I love how people say .. "You matter, there's always hope.. suicide isn't the answer" .. I'd love to see their reaction when they're told.. "Well, he was a pedophile.. he was sexually attracted to children.. what do you think about him now?"
"Do you still think he deserves love, understanding and compassion?"
.. Anyways, Things have been tough for me lately.. I'll spare all the details.. but I'm 40 now.. I'm working FT, but still poor and homeless .. been living in my car for the last year, my health has declined significantly, I've gained a bunch of weight.. and my fucking dick is like 25% of the size it was my entire life. To the point where I'm often finding my foreskin over the head of my penis, even tho I'm circumcised.. which has never happened before.
(I believe the dick issue is due to COVID or the vaccine... Which I held out getting for like 2 years, finally I gave in at a weak moment.. and then two weeks later everything just went back to normal.. and I ended up getting COVID anyways)
I'm sorry, I know I'm rambling here.. but I know you guys are the only one's that can understand.
And I just wanted you to know that you're not alone. And I hope that you can find people and things that bring you joy and a reason to keep fighting.
I truly pray for both of us.

.. I just keep telling myself it has to get better. And I'm trusting that God is going to bring some peace and joy into my life too.
Hey by the way... If I remember correctly, you had the Punky Brewster avatar right!?

..
I'm pretty sure that was you!

. That show will always have a special place in my heart. And it gives me a little window into who you are as well.. and I know you have a good soul
Sorry for the long post, but definitely check in when you get a chance. We all get weak at times.. but that's when we need our brothers to lift us up
