lonely

[airashiiku]

I have no one irl or online. the irl "friends" I have don't understand me and they aren't in my life outside of school, the only people I truly have in my life are my family who also don't understand me. as a minor map and aam I feel so alone in the world. I wish I had map or aam friends but I feel like I have nowhere irl or online to find someone like that. I feel like I keep living in a never ending cycle of desperation and loneliness. my life doesn't even feel like a life.

[PorcelainLark]

Apparently these places have peer support for minor MAPs:

https://www.mapresources.info/support/m ... w0nxk3fy1p

Please bear in mind rule 9:
While Mu does not prohibit participation by legal minors, we do require participation to be in good faith. Individuals who identify as minors may not use our forum to engage in any kind of provocative or flirtatious behavior. This includes (but is not limited to) asking how to meet MAPs. Likewise, communications by MAPs toward those identifying as minors must remain beyond reproach.

[BLueRibbon]

Sorry to hear about your difficulties.

LifeLine is another good option.

But I have to ask, why are you concerned about being a teenager who is attracted to both adults and other minors? That sounds kind of... normal.