insecure about age?

[Toodles]

I dunno, i'm young but i wish I was younger. a lot of maps prefer tweens rather than teenagers, and being legal in 3 years really makes me sad since i wont be as appealing anymore

transage is really awkward since people wanna know your chrono, and then when your older than your transage theyre like "oh yucky"

this is mostly a reachout for other AAMs n stuff it just feels wrong for me to not wanna get older, because the media theyre always like "teenagers always wanna be adults!" but not me

woaw ts was really out there um

[CrayzeeCoyotea]

So relatable though i recently turned 18 so im not a minor anymore which is a big bummer as i really enjoy being a teen, it felt so right being an AAM dating MAPs, but i can't freeze time At least those who like you for you will stay!!

[John_Doe]

This might be more so for aams (I can't say I really agree with the concept, as in I don't think it's notable for teens to be attracted to adults in their 20s and 30s. As a teen, I made no distinction one way or the other between the girls in my age group and celebrities in their 20s, 30s, etc.) but personally I wish I could have stopped the clock at 38 (I'm 40 now). Actually, I'd choose 30-34 for health reasons; because I developed e.d at 35 (I had softer erections as early as maybe 31 at times but I think I generally avoided that when I avoided masturbating too frequently or infrequently; because of the 'use it or lose it' principle, it didn't become so bad to the point where I couldn't physically have sex until 35), I also developed chronic muscle issues in my late 30s, maybe 35, but that didn't become extreme until 37. Logically, late teens/early 20s would probably be best (peak health generally, even if male sperm quality apparently peaks between 30-34) but that's unnecessarily young for me, I like the idea of being a 30-something-year old (in a society where one wouldn't be condemned for having a more youthful personality, I guess).

Personally, my attraction to women doesn't start to wane until after (they turn) 40. Off the top of my head I can think of a dozen middle-aged celebrities I find very attractive (with around maybe half of them I am strongly attracted enough to them to the point where I could possibly see myself being infatuated with them, based on appearance alone). I don't want to be crude or disrespectful, but after 40 is more or less when I find women less attractive if they look their age, but attraction is relative. There are some 50-something-year old women who look their age, and to me they look pretty, but because they look as though they're in their 50s I can't naturally sexualize them (I remember some horror movie with an old lady and I could tell, definitely, that she was very conventionally attractive when she was younger, she had a pleasing face but I couldn't have sexual feelings for her). There have been more than a few times when I'd watch some movie or tv show and see a very attractive woman who looked as though she could be in her 40s and I'd be happy about it because I'd prefer to be attracted to middle-aged women but then I'd check her wikipedia page and she'd be in her late 30s (I know that contradicts what I said about looking 40 but older-looking 30-something-year olds tend to be more attractive to me than women in their 40s, 50s etc. who look their age).

I can't relate to the people who say that they start losing attraction to people as early as 30. For me, mild attraction begins around 6/7 (this is hard to make sense of because I do feel some physical attraction to some girls as young as 7ish, it's not just the 'idea' of them because it's taboo or novel or for whatever reasons, but at the same time; when my libido is completely at 0 I don't really have the same 'attraction' to them that I have to girls/women who look pubescent or post-pubescent), it gets strong or significant around 12/13 (maybe there are some exceptional 11-year-olds), and starts to dip after 40.