~Love rebellion~
The voices of children in the spring air
images of youth, little ones I adore
In every good mind they give rise to love
might as well be angels from the sky above
But in a few souls like mine there is more
a deep desire that moves us to the core
They say it is not the right kind of love
we should forget about it, life is unfair
Hearts deceive, this emotion is self-delusion
it is even wrong as a fiction
Theirs is the only decent kind of affection
and there is no place for rebellion
That narrative I accepted without question
until I saw some truth beyond the illusion
This is my prayer to no god at all
is there anyone that will heed my call?
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"There is a kink in my damned brain that prevents me from thinking as other people think." - Charles S. Peirce
Straight cis male —— Ideal AoA: 10-14 —— Broader AoA: 7-17 + rare adult autopedophiles with a child's heart & a petite body
~Sabrina~
Her body—tiny, slender
Fair skin, curly hazel hair
And freckles dappling her face
Under lovely large brown eyes
Filled with kindness and wonder
On my lap felt like thunder
Such perfection on my thighs
I craved a closer embrace
And to see her beauty bare
Take in her youthful splendor
I felt that I'd be tender
As I touched her everywhere
Shared with her a state of grace
But I knew this was unwise
And would not make this blunder
For in our society
Too much beauty for one man
Means one path of "piety"
Where lust is under strict ban
And love itself can be impropriety
"There is a kink in my damned brain that prevents me from thinking as other people think." - Charles S. Peirce
Straight cis male —— Ideal AoA: 10-14 —— Broader AoA: 7-17 + rare adult autopedophiles with a child's heart & a petite body
~Seen Once, Remembered Forever~
Such a pretty sight was she
running around in the aisle
The little girl was carefree
and I couldn't help but smile
Fear kept me from staring
But what was I scared of?
Even as my soft heart was tearing
They'd never have believed it was love
I had curbed that dreadful temptation
to greet her, have a conversation
That affection would stay in my head
So much kindness and love kept unsaid
'Predator' was the stereotype
that nowhere in me I could find
I thought she was simply my type
Her memory lingered in my mind
"There is a kink in my damned brain that prevents me from thinking as other people think." - Charles S. Peirce
Straight cis male —— Ideal AoA: 10-14 —— Broader AoA: 7-17 + rare adult autopedophiles with a child's heart & a petite body
These are absolutely wonderful.. beautifully written.. deep, charming, captivating, alluring, romantic.. and truly capture our shared desire, appreciation and struggle.
You are so talented! Every word touched my heart and spoke my truth
.. thank you so much for this, my friend!
W/M, single, mid 30's, USA
Girl lover
Non-exclusive, but overwhelming preference for LG's
AoA 2 and Up. Prefer around 6-10
Musician, athlete, video games
GL since about 8 yrs old
.. I go by Justincredible.. because they are Just incredible :)
~Thoughtcriminal~
Suffering through one more day
while staying true to my heart
Enjoying some forbidden art
wondering when I'll fade away
Try as I might to change
Human nature's too strange
My mind always goes back
to that same proscribed track
What I can't do
What I can't draw
What I can't write
What I can't say
What I can't think
Not impossible
but abnormal
pathological
unacceptable
...illegal
But in truth, my thoughts
and creativity
will always be free
I still haven't let them win
Though they get under my skin
The self-doubt and the sadness
The self-hatred and the madness
Why am I like this?
What went amiss?
Despite all
I still live, I still love
"There is a kink in my damned brain that prevents me from thinking as other people think." - Charles S. Peirce
Straight cis male —— Ideal AoA: 10-14 —— Broader AoA: 7-17 + rare adult autopedophiles with a child's heart & a petite body
~Cuddles~
I found myself desiring
her tiny lovely body
The love she could embody
was so deeply inspiring
Still, apart from admiring
Cuddles were all I really wanted
I'll forever be haunted
by her soft skin and cute face
ethereal hair and bright eyes
She wouldn't be out of place
in the prettiest sunrise
Two symbols of sublime beginning:
a little girl and early morning
Both of such fleeting appeal
but eternal through the way I feel
"There is a kink in my damned brain that prevents me from thinking as other people think." - Charles S. Peirce
Straight cis male —— Ideal AoA: 10-14 —— Broader AoA: 7-17 + rare adult autopedophiles with a child's heart & a petite body
~Feelings For Youth~
I don't crave that sexy mature beauty
I lust for girls that are cute and pretty
Is the link with youth coincidental?
Or perhaps it's something fundamental?
I don't care: the feeling's transcendental
I'm not so unlike "normal" men
I just like more youngness than them
But why all the hatred then?
From what nonsense does it stem?
Their grave delusions don't matter to me
for my soul will remain free
I'll forever adore girls' perfect youth
and will fight for my heart's truth
"There is a kink in my damned brain that prevents me from thinking as other people think." - Charles S. Peirce
Straight cis male —— Ideal AoA: 10-14 —— Broader AoA: 7-17 + rare adult autopedophiles with a child's heart & a petite body