I want the risk

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Walton
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I want the risk

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I get tempted to fully come out online and admit I'm a pedophile with my name age and country. To tell how much I love little girls and let whatever happen happen
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That sounds like a bad idea based on your motivation for doing it. It could be a good idea if carefully planned to maximize both impact and safety. But as it sounds now, it'd be high risk low return.
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Fragment wrote: Sun Apr 13, 2025 6:49 am That sounds like a bad idea based on your motivation for doing it. It could be a good idea if carefully planned to maximize both impact and safety. But as it sounds now, it'd be high risk low return.
I agree with Fragment, If you want to come out you should do it in a planned way and with an objective in mind, coming out just to come out is a really bad idea
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I wanna do it on x fully admit it I get suspended then just make a new one again and again it is a kink I know but can't help it I have to let it out to see the reactions especially the hate ones it gets me excited
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Walton wrote: Tue Apr 15, 2025 8:42 pm I wanna do it on x fully admit it I get suspended then just make a new one again and again it is a kink I know but can't help it I have to let it out to see the reactions especially the hate ones it gets me excited
That sounds self-destructive. Sometimes, the feeling of being rejected by society, and the desire to reject society, can become overwhelming. It can lead to the nihilistic fantasy of screaming "FUCK YOU ALL" atop the roof and wearing explicit lolicon t-shirts in the streets. I get it. But it's a bad idea and achieves nothing of value. If anything, it makes MAPs look insane.

Take care.
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Walton
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Exactly but letting out steam is necessary
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Walton wrote: Wed Apr 16, 2025 12:29 pm Exactly but letting out steam is necessary
Book some cottage in a remote area when the weather's appropriate, drop acid, sing and dance naked under the warm rain. I dunno, that's how I do it. :P

(Warning: I don't recommend taking LSD alone in a remote area if it's your first time.)
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WavesInEternity wrote: Wed Apr 16, 2025 2:19 pm
Walton wrote: Wed Apr 16, 2025 12:29 pm Exactly but letting out steam is necessary
Book some cottage in a remote area when the weather's appropriate, drop acid, sing and dance naked under the warm rain. I dunno, that's how I do it. :P

(Warning: I don't recommend taking LSD alone in a remote area if it's your first time.)
Damn I wasn't expecting that response😁
I have this self exposing thing that gets stronger and stronger every week the need to come out and be open yes it is a kink but kinda strong urge to be out
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WavesInEternity wrote: Wed Apr 16, 2025 2:19 pm Book some cottage in a remote area when the weather's appropriate, drop acid, sing and dance naked under the warm rain. I dunno, that's how I do it. :P

(Warning: I don't recommend taking LSD alone in a remote area if it's your first time.)
I really don't want to do this, because 1) Your open, honest contributions are a really positive part of our forum community, and 2) the use of illicit substances is hardly the kind of thing a "pedophile" forum will be targeted for.

But some of our members (and moderation team) do worry about your openness about both drugs and sexual activity being a liability, especially on a forum that is visible to the general public. We received a report about this post and if you look at Rule #1 carefully:
Do not use the board to engage in, advocate, or facilitate illegal activity of any kind.
I know it was very likely a joke, but you told someone "you should drop acid". That's advocating illegal activity. Referring to your own historic drug use is one thing, but discussing future drug use, or promoting it to another user is another.

I hope you understand that we do really value your contributes, but you've been close to the line a few too many times. And although it's a very strict interpretation, you were over the line this time. If you can pull it back even 20%, that'd be awesome.
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It was a joke... I mean, that should be pretty obvious from the rest of the post. Singing and dancing naked under the rain... do you really think that was something I was seriously suggesting?

I'll be more careful.
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