Loneliness - Poem

[Lightie Twinkle]

Growing up romantically and sexually alone, and having discovered my attraction too late made me kind of used to loneliness. But though is normal to me I do not like it neither want it. Sometimes I imagine of me be being with someone I feel that way I could be happy. But for me as MAP is not yet allowed because people can't yet understant the love I feel, so I think maybe if I wait longer and fight for it I may be able to love freely, but then questions come to my mind "Is there really hope for my love?" "Can I fight for it?" "Am I fighting for it?" "How can I fight for it?".
I am always dreaming of the love I could have. I feel empty. I need it.

I may sound hope less but I think is more doubtful, Having doubt about ourselves can helps us understand ourselves more and then we can explain ourselves to others to help them understand us.

[Lightie Twinkle]

*snapping fingers* Well said my friend.

Thanks