That's my world I can't believe I wouldn't have at 12 only 7 years (wow really!) but it is constantly pretending to be normal and into someone you don't give one fuck about. God it fucking sucks but the end of goal will be worth it for vast majority of people even if it's not me.
Only powered by anger and hatred of those who wronged me that's all I want to get revenge on then that's it.
It fucking sucks having to talk to your girlfriend and she constantly wants to have sex with u and I'm like inside no I like your personality but yourself disgust me I don't want to have sex with you at all but I don't want you to leave because I need to get into power man it f ing sucks.
Dating people your disgusted by and only doing it so you can become powerful
Dating people your disgusted by and only doing it so you can become powerful
I'm 19, a Christian, and from California (though I'm hoping to move to Georgia by next decade)
Non offending pedophile/MAP (attracted to little girls age 6-10)
Mysoped into BDSM since age 6
Non offending pedophile/MAP (attracted to little girls age 6-10)
Mysoped into BDSM since age 6