violent rant update

[TheMigoos2]

Hello Everyone,

Migoos, Philosopher of The Mind here.

A lot of things happened when since i wrote the rant and i can't tell if anything better has happened or anything bad. I don't feel any form of attraction trough anyone. I miss my little girl but time, society and people have almost killed my love for little girls.

I lost every feelings when my family cried on me. I hate the world with wonder.

As the young mind is not made to be with an older presence in this society, i believe that it is almost impossible to find a certain lake of youth where the waters are not polluted with the wrong. My soul is breathing earth and planets but my earth is still empty, the world is better than most know but they are all trapped in words, meanings, ideologies, countries and battles. I didn't lose all hope to find true love AND to find true meaning in this who knows if infinite universe.

Compared to my hate that I've shared those past weeks who was the last time i sent my anger on something you can consider real aside of my mind, i feel a non-consented sense of peace, i am in peace but i am not satisfied with the way i am. Its like being an unwanted king who just wanted to find connection rather than glory. Loving yourself is good but loving others is better and being loved is irreplaceable except if you are everyone dream lover.

All i ask to this doomed world is to give me a young soul that could heal my pain as my own self-healing is just no what i truly demanded.

To the one responsible of everything and everyone, we are billions of human and millions of children are incompatible with me ? passionate, caring, loving and understanding person that i am, i am not worth anything ? If you can't give me a young girl because of the eyes that watch us with disgust, hate and fury, why don't change those who make this world unlivable. I hate the world as a society but i love the concept of the human, nature and connections between both.

If there is any ultra-universal rule that says that a man shall not share its feelings with a younger girl...can someone give me a charged hunt riffle ? Just for the animals ! Promise !