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I am Tricia I am a F Divorced map, I have been a MAP since I was a teenager. A pedophile, I love little girls with AoA of 5-12 but that seems to change as I get older with some younger attractions!


Would you say being a MAP had anything to do with the divorce? Does the ex know about you being a ...

I'm curious. I was a ways into adulthood before stumbling on the MAP community and mentality, and joining, learning from, and being a part of it. How did it originally come to your attention? Was it hard to accept your orientation?

Before using this forum, I had always wondered about whether or not child sex dolls existed... And then I found out that they do, but are disappointingly illegal in most countries. Shame, I feel like there would be a lot less crime/abuse if it were allowed. I know I myself with never actually touch ...

This is such a huge dilemma for me. On one hand, I recognize and acknowledge that I am a hebephile. In public, if I see an attractive underage female, I may steal a few glances to appreciate the attractiveness, while acknowledging she is attractive.

However, when I'm masturbating, I just feel like ...

For me, it was when I was about 18/19. Now, when I was 16/17ish, I knew girls that were 13-14 that I thought were attractive. I just thought that was me thinking girls relatively close in age to me were cute. When I was 18-19, I had a group of friends at the time, that spanned about 15-20 in the ...

Wow, what an honor! I’m still watching the series but it got taken off funimation when Crunchyroll merged with them so I have nowhere to watch but by maybe pirating it.

Sounds like cosplay is rewarding for you. Awesome.


I stopped paying for Crunchyroll when Sony/Funimation decided to double ...

9-11 they start to understand how attractive they are.. and start to notice men checking them out.

Very true! I’ve definitely been noticed by preteen girls when I’m checking them out, but it’s also sparked more than one conversation with them and one girl who I’m still in contact with.

Oh ...

Thanks for the warm welcome. As you say, even before accepting myself as a MAP, I've always felt I've had a "better than most" moral compass. Which makes accepting being a MAP so much harder, as on a social level it's pretty morally unacceptable. Reading personal stories and statistics done through ...

Honestly thinking about this made me question myself a bit... When it comes to minors, I am predominantly attracted to white girls. I'm still attracted to Asian/Hispanic, but not quite as much... But the thing is, when it comes to adult females? Hispanic, 100%. Half-bloods mainly too lol. 90% of the ...

Very slight humps appeal the most to me. The budding mound of a girl just entering puberty are what I like the most. I'm non-exclusive, and even in my adult females I prefer small, perkier boobs. Nipple composition is a huge factor too. I hate large areolas, and I prefer smaller nipples. Large ...