In general, it just so happens that I like older men(and women). It started from an early age, and from an early age I was attracted to communicating with adults and ii've never been interested in peers or people younger than me. Idk why this is so, likeee i can talk calmly to an adult, but it's so hard for me to talk to people my age. I've always had strange thoughts and fantasies, i've always wanted some adult to pay attention to me (not even in a romantic), just talk. I'm still shy to talk about it. I used to chat with men online a lot, but after a while they asked me my nude...uhhh i started ignor them, i just want to be loved.
I'm starting to feel soooo bad because i recently turned 16 and i feel old...but i'm still being childish and silly. I think no one will even look at me
originally, wanted to write about how to find a MAP uhhh. well, i'm sorry for my night ramblings.>_< i just can't tell anyone about it(
sorry(⇀‸↼‶)
*looking intensifies* 