i think i love adults(ohhh)

[meow]

ohhh hii<3 I don't know how to start, this is my way of talking it out anndd sorry my english soo bad!!
In general, it just so happens that I like older men(and women). It started from an early age, and from an early age I was attracted to communicating with adults and ii've never been interested in peers or people younger than me. Idk why this is so, likeee i can talk calmly to an adult, but it's so hard for me to talk to people my age. I've always had strange thoughts and fantasies, i've always wanted some adult to pay attention to me (not even in a romantic), just talk. I'm still shy to talk about it. I used to chat with men online a lot, but after a while they asked me my nude...uhhh i started ignor them, i just want to be loved.
I'm starting to feel soooo bad because i recently turned 16 and i feel old...but i'm still being childish and silly. I think no one will even look at me
originally, wanted to write about how to find a MAP uhhh. well, i'm sorry for my night ramblings.>_< i just can't tell anyone about it(
sorry(⇀‸↼‶)

[bnkywuv]

I'm starting to feel soooo bad because i recently turned 16 and i feel old...but i'm still being childish and silly. I think no one will even look at me

*looking intensifies*

Welcome to our happy home!

[TMKnight]

I personally never try to be rude to children, teenagers of our world. But the modern world makes it so a lot of us must shelter in many ways because of the risks associated with associating with the youth of our communities.

There is an active moment of what I call anti-map sentiment out there where even an innocent gesture of greeting often results in harassment, label calling, and legal trouble. I one seen a kid drop something told him about it, and the parent looked at me with rage and a look of how dear I even say anything to her kid. The kid noticed, the man noticed and were not happy with the way she was behaving when in part all I was trying to do is get by.

The point I am making our world is full of judgemental, hateful, and narrow-minded clowns who mistreat every (usually) man with a thought of threat.

Young person you want adults or older people to talk to you. Use your youth while you have to it draw attention to why people need to stop treating the world or concept of MAPs as bad people.

I cannot speak for all maps, but I know I am against what supposed to have happen in cases like Epstein, or any non-consenting act against anyone little alone youths. I personally believe the right of choice belongs to everyone. AND I would be the first in line to carry out punishment on men, women who violated the free will of youths, or harmed them like that ex-FedEx clown driver in Texas. If they would let me be the one carry out the sentence I would do it without hesitation, remorse, or regret. That little girl did not deserve that, no one does.

In short, you should understand it is not you it is the society we live.
It is the way life is until youth and maps start working together and getting people to see the truth.

[bnkywuv]

There is an active moment of what I call anti-map sentiment out there where even an innocent gesture of greeting often results in harassment, label calling, and legal trouble. I one seen a kid drop something told him about it, and the parent looked at me with rage and a look of how dear I even say anything to her kid. The kid noticed, the man noticed and were not happy with the way she was behaving when in part all I was trying to do is get by.

Classic toxic personality behavior. Controlling types want their children to only rely on them and and others who will seek to control them, a mirror image of themselves. THIS is why such despicable behavior is becoming more common. MAPs are a minority, and IF we had kids to bring them up to show them sexual freedom early, we'd get "the wood chipper" treatment. Toxic people naturally know how to get their way and if they teach the child early that any gesture of kindness is bad, it keeps them looped in Stockholm Syndrome, trauma bonding them.

If MAPs had more kids we could in theory win in numbers.