MAP Forum

fraise wrote: Fri Mar 21, 2025 9:48 pm yeah, ive watched most of the studio ghibli movies, i think the art in them is beautiful, particularly spirited away and the one with that big city in the sky and the girl with the necklace (i genuinely forget the name)

fraise wrote: Fri Mar 21, 2025 9:48 pm & honestly, lolicon is ALL i can draw when drawing manga
even if i try to do something else
probably cus the only art i really reference off of is lolicon art

WavesInEternity wrote: Sun Mar 23, 2025 5:15 am Something I really wonder about AAMs is whether or not you'll be into age play as adults or, more generally, become autopedophiles. My two girlfriends who were autopedophiles weren't preferential AAMs back when they were young girls (they were attracted to a broad age range, including their peers)... but then again, they were mostly sapiophiles.

In any case, if you still have a preference for straight male MAAs as an adult, I can safely say that being able to draw lolicon will be an asset to attract us non-exclusive ones.

fraise wrote: Sun Mar 23, 2025 9:08 pm sorry for not responding (it was only for 2 days, but still)

fraise wrote: Sun Mar 23, 2025 9:08 pm a question: can i like younger individuals AS a minor ( specifically imagining myself in the position as an adult with them)) and be considered a “map”? maybe i just havent done enough research
doesnf the “p” stand for person????? so like???????? i can???????????????????????

WavesInEternity wrote: Sun Mar 23, 2025 9:45 pm

fraise wrote: Sun Mar 23, 2025 9:08 pm sorry for not responding (it was only for 2 days, but still)

No worries. I'll be away for 2-3 days this week, going to another city for medical appointments and fun.

fraise wrote: Sun Mar 23, 2025 9:08 pm a question: can i like younger individuals AS a minor ( specifically imagining myself in the position as an adult with them)) and be considered a “map”? maybe i just havent done enough research
doesnf the “p” stand for person????? so like???????? i can???????????????????????

Most MAPs find out about their preferences in their mid-teens. As stated in my own intro, I was only 12 when I realized that something was "different" about my sexuality. Between ages 10 and 12, I didn't find any pornographic star attractive that was above 18/19, and even among them, the proportion I was attracted to was lower than 10%. At 12, I found lolicon. But the denial made me call myself a nijikon attracted to childlike characters. I secretly hoped I'd grow out of it. At age 15, I fell in love with a 7-year-old distant cousin, and at that point, the denial became an untenable position. I didn't know the acronym MAP at the time; I reluctantly (to say the least) accepted the fact that I was, at least in part, a paedophile. I already felt very much like an adult by then (I would enter university the next year), so I didn't really have to "imagine myself" as one. Due to difficult family circumstances, I had to have the role of a father to my two sisters from age 10-11 onward, so I had to mature fast.

fraise wrote: Tue Apr 01, 2025 1:15 am hi sorry i didnt forget about this place i went on vacation but it was genuinely so terrible all i did was sleep and get lightheaded and also i have no idea how to respond to anything youre saying so i just bring up new topics im reading it though ok i am going to disappear back into my hole now i am a hermit