I feel bad when there are kids near me

[HumanBeing]

I feel uncomfortable and mad when there are unknown kids near me, I can’t think anything but that the parents are watching me and that they want me to be as far as possible from any kid

It tires and frustrates me so much that I avoid going alone or with my family to the beach or any place with more children than usual, I just go to that places if someone invites me and I don’t want to “ruin the party”

[BLueRibbon]

Given the expectation that MAPs must be vile monsters foaming at the mouth, unable to look or act like a normal person, it's extremely unlikely that people will suspect you're a MAP unless you're staring super intensely.

I've actually had experiences of being overheard talking with other MAPs in restaurants and bars back in the west, and the response was a surprised glance, followed by everyone getting back to normal.

You have no reason to worry.