new on this forum!!

[WavesInEternity]

yeah, ive watched most of the studio ghibli movies, i think the art in them is beautiful, particularly spirited away and the one with that big city in the sky and the girl with the necklace (i genuinely forget the name)

I love Spirited Away, great imaginative visuals. I think the last one you're referring to is Princess Mononoke, another favourite of mine. The other is Castle in the Sky? My all-time favourite Ghibli movie is probably Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind, though. I saw it when I was quite young, ~9 I think (the same year I first experienced romantic/erotic love!), and it had a strong impact on me. I rewatched it many times since.

& honestly, lolicon is ALL i can draw when drawing manga
even if i try to do something else
probably cus the only art i really reference off of is lolicon art

Nice!!

(It's unfortunate that we can't discuss our favourite lolicon art, but those are the rules here. Be careful.)

[WavesInEternity]

Something I really wonder about AAMs is whether or not you'll be into age play as adults or, more generally, become autopedophiles. My two girlfriends who were autopedophiles weren't preferential AAMs back when they were young girls (they were attracted to a broad age range, including their peers)... but then again, they were mostly sapiophiles.

In any case, if you still have a preference for straight male MAAs as an adult, I can safely say that being able to draw lolicon will be an asset to attract us non-exclusive ones.

[fraise]

Something I really wonder about AAMs is whether or not you'll be into age play as adults or, more generally, become autopedophiles. My two girlfriends who were autopedophiles weren't preferential AAMs back when they were young girls (they were attracted to a broad age range, including their peers)... but then again, they were mostly sapiophiles.

In any case, if you still have a preference for straight male MAAs as an adult, I can safely say that being able to draw lolicon will be an asset to attract us non-exclusive ones.

sorry for not responding (it was only for 2 days, but still)
a question: can i like younger individuals AS a minor ( specifically imagining myself in the position as an adult with them)) and be considered a “map”? maybe i just havent done enough research
doesnf the “p” stand for person????? so like???????? i can???????????????????????

[WavesInEternity]

sorry for not responding (it was only for 2 days, but still)

No worries. I'll be away for 2-3 days this week, going to another city for medical appointments and fun.

a question: can i like younger individuals AS a minor ( specifically imagining myself in the position as an adult with them)) and be considered a “map”? maybe i just havent done enough research
doesnf the “p” stand for person????? so like???????? i can???????????????????????

Most MAPs find out about their preferences in their mid-teens. As stated in my own intro, I was only 12 when I realized that something was "different" about my sexuality. Between ages 10 and 12, I didn't find any pornographic star attractive that was above 18/19, and even among them, the proportion I was attracted to was lower than 10%. At 12, I found lolicon. But the denial made me call myself a nijikon attracted to childlike characters. I secretly hoped I'd grow out of it. At age 15, I fell in love with a 7-year-old distant cousin, and at that point, the denial became an untenable position. I didn't know the acronym MAP at the time; I reluctantly (to say the least) accepted the fact that I was, at least in part, a paedophile. I already felt very much like an adult by then (I would enter university the next year), so I didn't really have to "imagine myself" as one. Due to difficult family circumstances, I had to have the role of a father to my two sisters from age 10-11 onward, so I had to mature fast.

[fraise]

sorry for not responding (it was only for 2 days, but still)

No worries. I'll be away for 2-3 days this week, going to another city for medical appointments and fun.

a question: can i like younger individuals AS a minor ( specifically imagining myself in the position as an adult with them)) and be considered a “map”? maybe i just havent done enough research
doesnf the “p” stand for person????? so like???????? i can???????????????????????

Most MAPs find out about their preferences in their mid-teens. As stated in my own intro, I was only 12 when I realized that something was "different" about my sexuality. Between ages 10 and 12, I didn't find any pornographic star attractive that was above 18/19, and even among them, the proportion I was attracted to was lower than 10%. At 12, I found lolicon. But the denial made me call myself a nijikon attracted to childlike characters. I secretly hoped I'd grow out of it. At age 15, I fell in love with a 7-year-old distant cousin, and at that point, the denial became an untenable position. I didn't know the acronym MAP at the time; I reluctantly (to say the least) accepted the fact that I was, at least in part, a paedophile. I already felt very much like an adult by then (I would enter university the next year), so I didn't really have to "imagine myself" as one. Due to difficult family circumstances, I had to have the role of a father to my two sisters from age 10-11 onward, so I had to mature fast.

hi sorry i didnt forget about this place i went on vacation but it was genuinely so terrible all i did was sleep and get lightheaded and also i have no idea how to respond to anything youre saying so i just bring up new topics im reading it though ok i am going to disappear back into my hole now i am a hermit

[WavesInEternity]

hi sorry i didnt forget about this place i went on vacation but it was genuinely so terrible all i did was sleep and get lightheaded and also i have no idea how to respond to anything youre saying so i just bring up new topics im reading it though ok i am going to disappear back into my hole now i am a hermit

All fine hun! I was away for part of last week too. Don't worry, don't feel compelled to respond. Bring up anything you feel like talking about (within the rules, so no discussion of lolicon, sadly).

Here's one question for you: when you draw anime characters, do you prefer inventing your own, or do you generally draw characters from existing franchises?

Another question: do you ever read old-fashioned books?

[fraise]

hi sorry i didnt forget about this place I PROMISE
i was hibernating
but i draw both, i have my own series thingy and i also make fanarts

[Lennon72]

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